Sadness is what i demonstrate...

I havnt wrote in qyte a while...

i must admit dat i am still very upset after the break up...

I still miss him everyday...

i still look into our old pictures....

n swear, i still want it all back...

dat was how much and how fast tings can happen...

why didnt i voice out my lies???

y did i voice out my lies???

i dont understand what is wrong with me...

i really am sorry tho those worrds no longer mean anyting to you...

youve moved on, gave me false hope after the break up n even told me dat dere was still a chance...

how did dat change???

y did it change??

i came to acccept the fact dat i broke up wif you...

the fact dat you no longer love me...

the fact dat you hate me...

the fact that you cheated on me...

the fact that you moved on...

the fact that you removed me from your memory...

but i swear, my feelings for you didnt fade...

i dont noe y...

i still miss you...

Dear all...

i havent been online n updating many2 things...

labtop dumb2...

so, currently, i'm on attachment...

lyke as per normal shall i say...

onli, in yr2, i got to do iv...

which i tot was gonna b difficult...

its fyne wen u study it well...

halfwae thru all my skills...

dont noe if i wanna rush things...

went out wif love to bishan park e other dae...

wad a nice place...

but under construction...

no fun at all...

but get to watch doggies...

tmr, is e inter ITE womens soccer...

obviously, due to e fact dat i did'nt went for e selection as i did had ani1 hu cud change shift wif me, i am for sure playing for team 3...

AGAIN!!!

damn...

wish me luck...

dats all for now...

chiows ya all...

After....

hey hey hey...
it has been some time huh???
hvnt been updating my blog or even went online...
so, here goes shits...

first n foremost, i need to sent my grtitude to my gd frens namely:
Zee, Mary n Ili....
for being able to accept me as i m n thru my best n worst behaviour...
n accepting kid too...
n us obviouslie...
u guys had made an impact on us...
n btw, HAPPY 19TH BURFDAE MARY!!!!
wish u all e best...

n love, here r some tings i nid to explain to u...
i am very very very sorry for spacing out yesterdae...
n refusing to hug u back...
n making u break down infront of me...
n e fact that i pissed u off lyke shits...
n i'm also sorry for breaking down too...
period tymes r 1 of my most emotional tymes of the month...
i swear i would put in more effort towards ur frens...
hope tomorrow wud be fyne...
i am a bitch n cnt help being one all e tyme...
but swear i wud tr not to be dat horrible all the tyme evrityme...
hope dat ur appreciating dat i am putting in all my efforts in this....

weeks hve passed n school is ending...
boi m i gonna miss all of them...
next stop...
PM project...
sigh...

take care all...
toodles...