Sadness is what i demonstrate...

I havnt wrote in qyte a while...

i must admit dat i am still very upset after the break up...

I still miss him everyday...

i still look into our old pictures....

n swear, i still want it all back...

dat was how much and how fast tings can happen...

why didnt i voice out my lies???

y did i voice out my lies???

i dont understand what is wrong with me...

i really am sorry tho those worrds no longer mean anyting to you...

youve moved on, gave me false hope after the break up n even told me dat dere was still a chance...

how did dat change???

y did it change??

i came to acccept the fact dat i broke up wif you...

the fact dat you no longer love me...

the fact dat you hate me...

the fact that you cheated on me...

the fact that you moved on...

the fact that you removed me from your memory...

but i swear, my feelings for you didnt fade...

i dont noe y...

i still miss you...

Dear all...

i havent been online n updating many2 things...

labtop dumb2...

so, currently, i'm on attachment...

lyke as per normal shall i say...

onli, in yr2, i got to do iv...

which i tot was gonna b difficult...

its fyne wen u study it well...

halfwae thru all my skills...

dont noe if i wanna rush things...

went out wif love to bishan park e other dae...

wad a nice place...

but under construction...

no fun at all...

but get to watch doggies...

tmr, is e inter ITE womens soccer...

obviously, due to e fact dat i did'nt went for e selection as i did had ani1 hu cud change shift wif me, i am for sure playing for team 3...

AGAIN!!!

damn...

wish me luck...

dats all for now...

chiows ya all...

After....

hey hey hey...
it has been some time huh???
hvnt been updating my blog or even went online...
so, here goes shits...

first n foremost, i need to sent my grtitude to my gd frens namely:
Zee, Mary n Ili....
for being able to accept me as i m n thru my best n worst behaviour...
n accepting kid too...
n us obviouslie...
u guys had made an impact on us...
n btw, HAPPY 19TH BURFDAE MARY!!!!
wish u all e best...

n love, here r some tings i nid to explain to u...
i am very very very sorry for spacing out yesterdae...
n refusing to hug u back...
n making u break down infront of me...
n e fact that i pissed u off lyke shits...
n i'm also sorry for breaking down too...
period tymes r 1 of my most emotional tymes of the month...
i swear i would put in more effort towards ur frens...
hope tomorrow wud be fyne...
i am a bitch n cnt help being one all e tyme...
but swear i wud tr not to be dat horrible all the tyme evrityme...
hope dat ur appreciating dat i am putting in all my efforts in this....

weeks hve passed n school is ending...
boi m i gonna miss all of them...
next stop...
PM project...
sigh...

take care all...
toodles...

my supposed post...

our names on each others hands...
hahahahaha...
lepakings n we were bored...

e flowers i picked up during e walk about in botanis garden wif love...
n i made it...
hahahahaha...
e editted version of our picture...
courtesy of love hu editted it...
heh...
n my favourite photo...
love placed dat flower on my ears...
hahha
swit tau!!!!

ouk...
introductions...
hey hey hey ya all...
it has been some tyme since i updated...
been bz n corcked up at tymes...
so, i went on to update today...

u've started school again...
n im glad dat i'm still wif ili, mary, zee n fari...
dey r 1 of greatest gift god hve given to me...
thank you for being great frens to me...
n i'm sorry if i had given u guys hell or shits at tymes...
n school is starting to et more n more challenging...
n i'm trying to cope up...

n been having much fun wif love latelie...
having period is an xcuse to do mad things...
well, its a sort of permission...
hah...
it does not matter if we do fight rtye???
we stand by each other n sort things out...
its not simple i noe love...
but ur my pillar of support n strength for all i noe...
its ouhk dat i'm sort of suffering in soccer training...
not ur fault at all...
i was jus tasting wad it really is lyke being in a tean n working as 1...
pushing each other to their limits...
it helps love...
nnnnnn...
i lyke e trip down to e library n we borrowed a book each...
hahaha...
n dat trip down to my old houses,,,
n dat priceless face of urs....
ahahahahahahahaha!!!!!
its stuck in my mind for some reasons...
hahaha...
hope its alryte for u...
but i love spending those ooouhs n ahhhhs wif u...
get wad i mean???
hahahahha...
n walking around wif u was fyne...
n eating up n u hearing me burping for e 2nd tyme...
malu nye!!!!
haiyo...
hahahahha...

i'n tired uh...
i'd write more p wen i hve e tyme aitez???
i need to do some farming now...

till den ya all...
take care!!!

Maziah Binte Mohamed Bashir...

our tymes...

hey ya ppl...
its been some tyme...
n boi m i lazy...

ouhk...
not much hapen...

passed phase test...
yeah did so...
but, wadeva...

dis whole wik was hectic as a matter of fact...
prefer to leave it e wae it is...

had tons of fun exercizing wif baby...
penat giler seyh!!!
wud neva 4get!!!
haha
onli u n i n gawd noes...
heh...

my holidae start olreadie...
ouh wells...
wif a project uh...
sigh...

dats all...
till den ppl...
penat uh...
tc all...
choiws...

those days

i loike dis small pic.... minimised it uh... tak muat... kids name n myne...

keje giler at my house during a project session... me, yana n sam... i miss those tymes...

n dis, is e picture of me n love... i'm eating n dere dey snapped my picture... we wore e same bag u noe??? hahaha

olryte...
4got introductions...
hey hey hey ya all...
how have things been???
mine was full loaded crap...

has phase test on fridae...
which thank gawd, i passed...
i tink...
e teacher did'nt tell me aniting but just a 'ur thru'
yeah...

wen i met up wif dem all, as in mary, ili, zee n fary, i was super glad dat things r normal...
heh...
but on thursdae, we were not allowed 2 enter class...
haha
we were late cos dere was a fire alarm n dat e lift went down n we, had a hard tyme climbing SIX!!! stories/flight of stairs...
n we did'nt faint...
we made it up dere...

i was not ouhk in skul...
was pmsing arnd...
toking crap n shits...
responding to things dat i neva did...
mayb, dey were a lil shocked...
but thank gawd, dey understand...

fridae, ate ljs wif dem all...
tok crap...
n i ate much...
mcm babi...
quoting yana...
den went down 2 orchard for farys jab...
den went off to yishun...
met up wif love...

heh.

den on mondae n tuesdae, oso ade meet up wif love...
did crazy tings...
lyke normal...

ouh n, i 4got 2 tell....
i got my period...
hah!

mondae, ade soccer training...
dont noe if i shud go or not...
cos, i end klas late...
lets c if i can make it ke tk...

till den ya all...
toodlez...
Maziah...

hey hey hey ya all...
trying to update each week...
but,i am qyte bz ya noe?
mcm phm mazy...

well, dis wik was a rush of all rushes...
e last wik 2 finish up all my skills...
heh...
but had fun wif my 6th lesbian partner...
VAANY!!!!
u rox my bra bitch...
haha...
gonna miss working wif u next wik babe...
we different team olreadie...
n hell is nxt wik my last wik of cp...
n 2 weeks in campus...
sigh...

ouh...
n yesterdae, i had a blast tyme wif u baby...
did'nt xpect it to turn out dat wae...
but, e day, was totally spent unwasted...
but, e ting is, it was short...
jus wished evridae is saturdae...
n thanks allot for the annie present baby...
i was uberlie touched by it...
almost brought me 2 tears...
heh...
ur worth evriting in my lyfe...
thank you baby soooo damn much...
n i shall buy u a gr8 present too...
haha...
i wud counter ur gifts baby...
well, wad do u xpect kan?
i jus miss e fact of yesterdae alreadie...
all my lyfe, i neva tot it wud b u...
n here u r...
*poof*
ur here wif me n ur all i nid...
bcoz of u lah...
want another list???
nxt tyme, its gonna be the 'bcoz of' list...
hahahahaha....
love my baby much...

till den ya all...
tc!
=]

The 'the times' list...

hey hey hey ya all...
its been a wik?
or so lah wadever...

well, heres my update...

been having a crazt week...
went down 2 skul 4 e past 3 daez of e wikdae...
wednesdae mcm biase uh...
thursdae, was e cip cca tingie...
den fridae, was blardie sims training...
sigh...
met up wif baby...
trice dis wik...
heh...
get 2 mit 2 of babys classmates...
n was wif dad, e gurl n nana...
was a dae...
wud not 4get wad baby did 2 me...
sheesh...
jahat eh awak?

well baby...
dis is an official response from me...
dear baby...
i apologyze for the times dat i was a bitch (cant help it n it would stay wif me for eternity)...
the times that i am unreasonable and spark off some misunderstandings between us...
the times that i refuse to give in to you...
the times that i sae that i am always ryte n ur wrong...
the times that i refuse to listen to you n go on wif wad i think was ryte...
the times that i pissed you off ur fist...
the times that i boast bout myself n bore you to death...
the times that i was not ur dat perfect gurl wen u want me to be...
the times that i walked off n left ur hand empty...
the times that i stepped on ur head n took advantage of you...
the times that i did tings behind u n told u after i did it...
the times that i shout/scream n so on in2 ur face...
the times that i gave u that assholic face wen i'm unhappy...
the times wen i have my period...
the times that u had to put up wif me...
the times that mazy went crap n made u worried mad...
the times that i hit u n b violent...
the times that i do not apologyze wen i've done wrong or did u wrong...
the times that made u rethink 'why in the world is she my gf'...
the times wen i threw all those bad words at u...
the times that i embaressed u infront of many2 ppl...
the times that mazy refuse to allow u to touch her...
the times......
n e list goes on lah...
but the bottom line is, I AM TRUELIE SORRY FOR ALL THE DARN MISTAKES I'VE MADE!!!!

and, that is the end of my post...
love u baby...

toodles...
tc ya all!!!
till den ppl...

crap

hey hey hey ya all...
juz an update...

been having a hectic week...
was at eldercare centre 4 my posting...
lols...
hell shits...
little fun but mostlie, BORING!!!

have much to tell...
been not myself latelie...
soooo un me...
going thru a path which i did choose...
but regretting it much...
but thank gawd baby is dere 4 me...
i was a crap women during dis past wik...
heh...

n wednesdae start back at ward 46...
different shift from yana!!!!
noooooooo.....
damnit...

n baby...
wadeva dat we go thru be it 2gether or not, we stand strong...
but stronger 2gether lah...
we deserve a break huh???
curse dose shitz ppl who hate us, u or me...
kay???
maziah!!!!
dah sort again...

dats it...
i need a break...

till den ppl...
wif lotza love/hate
hugs/kicks
n
kisses/slaps...

miss mazy...

my past wik

hey ya all...
it has been a wik or so?
who cares...

jus a short update...

at blardie last!!!!
get to mit up wif baby after a whole wik away 4m hym...
sad kan???
sum blardie sum1 had 2 get inbtwin us on tuesdae...
will neva 4get dat...

went out wif baby..
chillex tyme...
lyke wad i alwaes luv 2 do...
ate n tok n ate n slept...
blame e wind...
had a small tummy ache n baby urot it down 4 me...
how swit...

noe wad i wish lyke fark 2 do???
scream out 2 evri1 of wad i'm going thru...
ouhk...
i'm done here...
till den ppl...
tc...

My King Of Ace

hey hey hey ya all...
it has been sometime no doubt bout dat...
i have been real busy wif work, school events, my anniversary n most importantlie,us...
hehe...

tmr, i hve a friendlie soccer match wif rp...
but, not 2 sure if i can make it or not...
coz, tmr i end at 4p.m...
sigh...
WTH????!!!!!
decide bout dat later...

e bez part of m lyfe dis wik, is e fact dat it was my anniversary...
haha..
got an uber heartfelt gift..
neva got it 4m ani1 b4..
how totful of baby..
its dis beautiful drawing of us.......
haha..
love it much baby...
thank U!!!!

i had a crazy dae yestedae wif baby...
pki same bag, den do all e uber crazy tings dat i neva expected us to do so...
we were mocked by others but, our love n faith kept us fyne...
hah..
swit kan?
did'nt xpect dis dae 2 come..
heh..
wadeva whoeva n whicheva wan us 2 b apart, i'm not gyving in...
lets stand tall n proud n turn a deaf ear towards all these ppl...

well, i tink, i'm done here.
wud update more nxt tyme..

yr 2010

hey hey hey ya all...

hvnt been updating for qyte sum tyme...
i was off for holidae 4 a week...
an ouhk blast...
wif family of course...
pictures up in fb obviouslie...
went to many2 places but not listing dem...
dont hve e tyme...

c.p started on mondae...
was totally crap...
crap c.i totally...
hate dat women...
criuzlie shitz...
had a new group...
thank gawd dey were welcoming...
made new frens n stuffs...
signed arnd 4 or 5 skills in dat 5 daes...
miss my old cp frenz...

mondae met up wif babykins after his skul...
tuesdae babykins sent me home dat late nyte n met yana 4 e 1st tyme...
wednesdae was dae home wif yana which we updated lyke hell...
thursdae was wif hally....
fridae went gym wif hally den went home wif babykins...
saturdae, chillex wif babykins at beach...

dats all 4 my update...
finding new blogger skin...
shan 2 da all e bez...

signing off wif lotza
love
hugs
n
kisses....

miss maziah marguerite orange basher....

my last update of e year...

hey hey hey ya all!!!!!!!!!

tell u wad....
i'm going off for holidae dis wikend...
so, i'm updating in advanced...
hehe...

n m gonna miss baby much....
went out wif baby on saturdae n mondae...
had much fun n crap spilling our other side to each other...
i love all e laughter n tok cork...
thanks baby for making my dae...

gawd damn i miss old tymes...
so, i've decided to post up some old pictures...
so, do browze thru but comment eh???
lets see how it goes...
enjoy!!!!

in picture : ema me aqillah kassim...
Location: outside ite simei...
caption: jus went for registeration in dat skul wif aqillah n bumped in2 dem...

In picture: aqillah n me..
Location: toilet in east point 1st level...
caption: after we ate at 18 chefs... n we wore e same baju!!!! jiwe sisters... twins!!!!


In picture: aqillah n me...
Location: in pick up otw 2 my house...
caption: was 1 of my old besties wedding n we had a blast!!! took many pictures dere n otw home... aqillah changed at my home...

In pictures: aqillah n me...
Location: same as above...
caption: i miss dat hair colour!!!! lawa kan??? had no work lah... letting tyme pass us by...

In picture: azizan n me...
location: damai secondary school...
caption: was racial harmony dae... dressed up as a chinese last year in my sec 5 daes... me n nora 4got dat we set tymer to take e picture...

In picture: whye kit? n me...
Location: in classroom at damai sec...
caption: jus posing arnd n he had to point dat fake gun at me... hump!!!!

In picture: norazizan n me...
Location: damai sec 5a1 classroom...
caption: she was trying to tell me sumting but i cnt remember... soooo hilarious...

In picture: santhine me n sankari(shangkri)....
Location: ite college east (simei)...
caption: was last dae of 1.1 teory b4 our attachment...

In picture: yana a.k.a mcm babi, aliah, me, sally, santhine, sankari, elyas....
location: in bio science theory classroom at ite ce...
caption: a mini group photo... we were all bored... just got our class test results...

In picture: aisyah, aliah n me...
location: at lab 20? in ite ce level 6...
caption: was mask fitting dae in 1.1... so, had to wear dem on... cool kan??? hahaha...

in picture: nora n me...
location: in mrt otw 2 paris...
caption: took our reflection in e mrt... nad did'nt join uh... wae bck during our sec 5 daes...

in picture: me n nora...
location: vivocity level 4 eh??? entah... near e water wadding area...
caption: letting tyme pass b4 our o levels or is it after o's??? entah...

In picture: nadiah nora n me...
location: eunos mrt platform...
caption: nad jus came n we snapped picture... b4 vivocity...

(sori dis picture thumbsize...)
In picture: me aqillah n nad...
location: damai sec....
caption: posing on table 4 fun...

in picture: aqillah me n nadiah...
location: our 4a1 classroom...
caption: actually, we r on our enemys table... still posing...

in picture: aqillah me n nadiah...
location: in damai sec 4a1 classroom...
caption: our last picture b4 we went home 4 e dae feeling satisfied wif our shoe work on their table...

In picture: shafiqa me jaliah julie sherry...
location: damai secondary 2a1 classroom...
caption: after our lady marmalade song tired singing it n den pose!!!! wen i was wearing my specs... during my 14th year...

in picture: me aqillah nadiah nora...
location: damai sec 4a1 classroom...
caption: those hapi tymes we had in sec 4... e bitch, crazy, emo n blur... bitch goddess kate kan...

In picture: my chongsam 4 my sec 5 daes...
Location: room at home...
caption: gosok pon belom...

In picture: e china tingie n me...
location: sumwhere near e old padang where i hve no idea...
caption: posing by myself nad taking e picture... during sec 5 daes...

in picture: me..
location: at home my sisters room...
caption: in jimjams posing wif shades n cap... random ppl... please understand...

ouhk...
dats all 4 e dae...
wud grab more pics wen i have e tyme n update u ppl...
till den...
tc ppl...

wif lotza luv hugs n kisses...
miss basher the 3rd...

my other update

heyyyyyyyy!!!!!!
have not update it for quite some time...
so,here i am again...

well, basically i was out for three consequtive days....
the first on e was on saturday...
went out with baby to henderson wave or something?
got myself four farking blisters!!!!!
due to the fact that i wore a brand new pair of shoes....
really had great quality time with baby...
we talked much about the past....
what we went through in the easiest and thoughest times...
well, it was quite heart wrecking to hear babys story....
sooooo blardy much sacrifises made in that just one year...
who would have thought one can take such a blow in their life?
i myself cannot take it...
while talking, we ate along...
papa bread and ock...
i cannot believe it that i remembered!
whaaaaaaat?

scoot off to sunday...
at first, i decided to just stay at home and slack off for the day or something...
decided not to go for babys soccer match....
but then, our family made me come down...
so, i scooted off to that destination...
nana was there....
and like hell, she bullied me full time!
only when baby was present, then she stopped...
watched baby played like a pro!
i was amazed by how well baby played...
haha....
on dat one day itself,i was able to see much of babys expressions that i have never seen before...
then i had tummy ache...
tak jadi mkn...
watch all of them eat...
together with babys members...
like all of them....
do not know if they despice me or not...
who cares...
they all sent me back home...
soooooo sweet...

then on monday, went to watch princess and the frog???
yeah...
was a sweet and touche story...
haha...
went wif nana n her bestie...
and and and and and and wif baby...
kite makan pastamania...
aha....

done...
penat uh...
thats it for today...
till then people...
with lots of love hugs and kisses....
mazy orange daisy basher...

outta

hey heeeeyyyy HEEEEEEYYYYYY!!!!!!
updating again...
not dat i had a choice...

lets update from.....
here...

my blardie exams r obviouslie toroughlie gone passed n over...
cross my fingers n aniting else dat can be crossed dat i'd pass dem....
u all pray hard 4 me too huh....
n well...
deres a sad part towards my ending...
i was seperated 4m my previous cp group...
from zeeq n fadh...
sad or waaaaad???!!!!
i was emotional wen dey both found it out too...
we were all emotional...
wth???!!!!
cnt believed dat hapen...
so, yeah its over n done...

den,on saturdae, went to body works wif e rest of them who went...
namelie, my klasmates...
fadh n ili was'nt dere as dey were off to medan...
saha took many videos of us all...
lols...
went in wif haziqah came out wif mary, fari n zee....
haha...
had a great tyme dere...
my itchy fingers made me touch e bodies...
not my fault....
fingers did e toking...
haha...
wth...
thnx 4 e ride partner mary...
den, scoot of 2 mit baby...
4m e mrt went down at bishan...
2 junction 8...
4 wad uh???!!!!
tak engat...
memory.....
where r u???
den,took bus n went tokyo...
gerek or wad....
eat at babys fav place...
i had tomyam n fark was it dang spicy....
baby had nasi ayam isit???
den scoot off walking arnd...
bought drinks...
n it was bitter...
eeeee....
ate pillows n honey stars took picture laugh alot....
ape2 aje mazy ni...
den i terribly had to pee...
lyke a horse n took almost 5 mins...
haha
den, went home...
otw,i fell asleep on baby...
penat lah...
cnt blame me...
fell asleep standing tau...
cool ryte???
baby jus knew where n when i nid a gd pat...
n i got shocked at 1 part...
was a total eye opener...
but, fell bck asleep soon after...
haha...
we tok bull n abit more crap...
but, was a gd wae 2 understand each other n trust each other...
it was a heart 2 heart tok...

den,yesterdae, went out wif baby again...
went to my old tmpt leps...
parkwae...
went round n round....
i bought a shoe...
haha...
we both like it...
hapi2...
den, dere, dere was no sign of the necklace i wanted 2 buy 4 baby...
so, we chow down 2 tamp...
lothe dat place...
saw zul dere...
den got 4 baby e rantai...
we then ate at bk my fav place btw...
otw home, i put on the necklace 4 baby...
it was cute...
my fav shape...
ace...
haha

Welcoming myself back...

hey hey hey ya all...
at last i'm updating huh???
it has been a month or so???

well, a total update...
tomorrow, is my EXAM!!!!!
n here i am blogging facebooking n shits...
tuesdae is also my other blardie exam...

well, 1st update...
hally!!!!
i wanted 2 upload e pictures yg dat dae...
but den, not my fault, e pics dont wanna 2 be transfered in2 e labtop...
so, aku trpakse let it be let it be let it be...
i'll try again soon...
entah bile lah...
kate pemalas...

n 2nd update....
school ended lyke on fridae?
n hell, i'm gonna miss dem all...
especially mary, ilz, fari n zee....
dey've been very kind 2 me...
sooooo appreaciate u ppl...
i'm sending my best wishes 2 all 4 of u...

3rd update...
is hari raya haji...
went to maktoks house in chai chee...
how i miss dat place....
used 2 live arnd that area...
wore white with flowers on it...
i wanted 2 post 2 pics 4 dat dae...
handphone fault...
not mine....

4th update....
i sooooo blardinglie wanna share it wif e whole world...
but, i gotta discuss it wif my partner 1st...
its jus too wad shud i call it???
complicated???
yeah...
sounds ryte...

5th update....
aqillz get 2 have front row seats in mitting my partner....
n i had e most front row seat in mitting my partners bestie...
how cool huh???
n u noe wad???
aqils did get e shock of her lyfe wen she met my partner...
muke priceless babe!!!!
hanger lagi priceless...
hah!!!!
n babe...
tdi kau im aku den tk eply???
weak uh member...

6th update...
i have yet 2 complete my revision...
i m sooooo dead....
i hate 2 study....
can i choose 2 just fail it????
i don wanna do it lah....
can???

ouhk lah...
i'm done here...
nid to revise...
luv ya all...
shan 2 ya all e best 4 tmrs exam!!!!
chiows...

recap of whole week...

hey hey hey ya all...

aites...
jus to post some tings up...
my whole week have been mad...
real physcotic lh seyh!!!!
i had many breakdowns...
did'nt cry...
juz out of sadness, i sat down stoned most of e tymes....
sumtyme jus staring in2 thin air....
i'm trying to recollate myself...
but i jus cnt seem to hide truth form lie...
my eyes i swear r wide open...
but my ears r lying 2 me...
heck it lh...
over n done wif it dis week...

moving on...
had self soccer training juz now...
to gear up my moves n stunts...
n heck was my boots damn muddy...
played under e blardie rain...
was great dat sum nice guys allowed me 2 join in e fun wif their game...
dey were real great...
n thnx 4 e tips u guys...
mayb, i'd come n join u ppl again nxt wik same tyme same place...

met up wif bestie babe on wednesdae...
toked enuf cork....
ramble under e roof...
i wud luv 2 mit up wif her again nxt wik same tyme same place...
dat if i'm not bz...
n babe...
sori bout e whole 'i went out wif ur bf n did'nt tell u till e dae after'...
swear did'nt mean it...
juz tot of getting 2 noe hym beta...
but, rmbr i'm still jealous of u...
ur a darn lucky gurl 2 get hym...

n well, my project wif my group 5lives 1soul is going well so far...
dere r many tings i wanna sae but decided not 2...
cos, dey r case sensitive...

i swear 2 gawd, e nxt tyme i c hym, i'd pick up all my courage n talk to hym...
i don wanna regret lyke i did dis week...
lyke wad fadh said...
'fadh's gonna be bhind u all e way'...
since u said dat, i'm not gyving a shit bout being shy...
thnx man...
i'm dying to make up to myself...

ouhk...
olryte...
i'm a lil tired...
so, i'd stop here to do a short revision on behavioural science n my phase test on NGT insertion n feeding...
shan to ya all my classmates on our tests...
take cayre...
toodles...

My dedication...

Hey ppl...

after e death of my hamster, i've decided to write up a list of my pets dat i've had dis past years...

so, lets begin...

To all of my dear pets...

Hamsters....

Stuart
* Dear baby boi...
u were my 1st own hamster...
i luved u much being dere 4 me 4 a year plus...
at a tender age of 13...
sadlie, u went missing...

Lil Stuart
* Dear boi...
u were a replacement to my 1st pet stuart...
u died juz a few weeks after living wif me...

Fatty
* Dear gurl...
u were a gift 4m my friend...
u were obviuoslie obese n i made u go on a strict diet...
n eventually died...

e Setans
* Dear all 6 of u (which i took care of 3 at a time..)
u were all of robotskee material...
died after my gd sister sunbath all 3 of u...
one got injured by wild cats...
e other 2 died naturally...

Black bear
* Dear boi
u were wif me 4 a wik...
sadlie died...
u were damn xpensive u noe???

e Albinoes
* Dear boi n gurl..
luvlie kids u were...
alwayz running arnd...
had problems catching u 2...
dont noe y u died...

Terapins...

Terapin
* Dear boi...
u grew fine n well...
big n strong...
n bcos of dat, i had 2 release u in2 e drain outside my previous house...
tink dat ur still alive...

Pin2 n Tin2
* Dear gurl n boi...
beautiful 2...
died due 2 over flood of water...

Cats....

Voi...
* dear boi...
beautiful lovlie black cat...
had u 4 sooo long n still luv u...
dont noe where u r but wish u well...

Hamsters....

Baby
* Dear gurl...
shared hamster...
lovelie gurl...
lived 4 a yr plus...
died after a few weeks of gyving burf 2 babi...

Saphire
* Dear baby boi...
u were my beloved naughty boi...
always eating away at entirelie evriting...
wadeva i gyve...
sweets chocoz chips...
was a great bf 2 baby...
n had a daughter babi...
died of old age at 2...

Babi
* Dear baby gurl...
mami luved u...
daughter to saphire n baby...
u were beautiful...
saw u at 1 dae old being red n skinhead...
died after a few wikz...

Ruby
* Dear gurl...
i love u...
u were a great gf to saphire...
u died bcoz of saphire i guess...

Emerald
* Dear boi...
u died on dis tuesdae...
v sad...
u were wif me 4 3 months?
yeah...
arnd dere...

Opel
* Dear gurl...
ur a swit yet cunning lil one...
u died jus yesterdae in my hands...
i saw u took ur last breath...
n gone u were...
i burried u under e lemon grass tree...
wud neva 4get u...
u were cute...
luv 2 eat chips wif me...

Cat...

Whithey
* Dear baby gurl...
luvlie white cat...
beautiful yellow eyes...
black on head n tail...
mcm game g2 eh???
still alive...

i'd write more on sumting else wen i'm free...

lyke ouhmg...

hey ya all...
my clinical posting has juz ended yesterdae...
n boi was i sad...
i'm gonna miss e staffs there...
my group ppl...
xpecially my new click...
i luv u all!!!!

n mondae...
start of skul...
damn...
i'm sooo not looking 4ward 4 it...
i mean criuzlie...
itz lyke hell dere...
juz cnt xplain...
haiz...

ouh n u noe???
1 paiseh part in my lyfe last nyte????
i did confess bout my previous feelings...
bodoh kn???
padahal,i did'nt nid 2 do dat kn???
haiya...

den,enuf lh...
e farked up laptop iz darn laggy...
till den ppl...

c u all...
recite my elites' credo....
toodlez!!!

of all the times i had

hey hey hey ya all...
i've been busy with my clinical posting these days...
so,i had little time to go online...
n here goes some of the most remindful times of these days...

well, yesterday i went for an eat out with my new found good friends...
we ate at burgerking...
i tasted that new burger n it is nice...
not spicey actually...
hah...
lolz...
n we had some little shopping...
chatting on and on everywhere...
heh...
ouh..
n i saw that guy whom i approach that time in school...
remember???
yeah...
n he did some how remember me...
dat was kind of amazing...
ouh...
and i got my self 12 competency so far...
n many2 initial...
yesterday alone i had like 6 competency!!!!
like ouhmaigawd!!!!

but the best part was my cubicle partner iz a belo...
n darn iz he funny...
we have been having much fun n laughter during that two weeks...
n i had much funny experience there too...
not all patients are that troublesom...
n i do like the staffs there...
they are soo swit...
n i like kak nisa...
she tot me much during my 2 weeks at her cubicle...
she has always been responsive...

i tink, dats all i wanna say for this posting...

n selamat berpuasa u all...
tc...

wif lotza
love
hugs
n
kisses......

Maziah Rose Loveliewit Basher...