e Frust...

ouhk... i'm sooo damn not hapi now... i juz cnt accept wadeva waz being told 2 me...

wad hapen waz, we went 2 go n eat at KFC... (e we r me, gg n nor)... i saw my saudare... datz a different part uh... well, wad actuallie happen waz dat, we oreadie bought our food n waz readie to eat our mealz... suddenlie nors phone rang... n so, she angkat luh... n she tok n tok 4 lyke wad??? 2o mins or so... i waz 3/4 done wif my meal by den... she still hvnt started eating yet... but i did not ask hu luh... i tot of it being qyte a sensitive subject kn??? especially wen it cumz 2 family... well, i am sensitive bout my family.... well, lyke duh... den i suspected it 2 b her mother uh... panjang... long draggie... juz lyke my mommie... hah... den, she started eating... after the phone waz put down uh... she said dat her mommie juz put down e phone on her... so den... wadeva... after our meal, we bought munchie donut... my fav food... haha... we took qyte long at e shop uh... az wad i knew uh... den while seperating e stuffz i mean e donut, we took qyte long at dat... gg told nor 2 go off 1st takot she lmbt kn??? den we seperated e donut uh... after dat, i went 2 e interchange uh... i saw nor at a distance... wanted 2 catch up 2 her but den, i waz too late uh.. i lost sight of her... den i go naek buz uh home... den in e buz, my phone vibrated lyke fark... at first it waz nor uh... but den, wen i wanna pick up, it died... so nvm... den gg koled me 2 warn dat abg nor koled her... sooo, i waz ouhk... den my 2nd line waz vibrating... i had 2 put down on gg n pick up norz kol... i waz fully expecting norz bro... n yeah dere he waz... farking demanding... den he juz barked in2 my earz... i do not lyke ppl hu do not introduce demself n juz bark in2 my earz... dat waz wad i told hym... he waz an effing arse hole... den kn, i tok 2 hym v rudelie az he waz disrupting my peace wif my song!!! i reli hate dat... n he got dat effing 4m hym... den he told me dat he waz e 1 hu took e report book wif nor during e parentz teacher meeting... n den he said dat dere were much underlining in her book... while i told hym dat i do not hve anitin 2 do wif it... we juz bcame fren... den he waz lyke ouhk... den i sae dat i pass evri farking subject!!! so he had 2 shift subject... farking born coward... den sae dat hu ajak nor out??? b4 i answer, he sae dat she muz at least ask 4 her parentz or guardianz concent kalu nk kuar ke pape... wad fark eva.... den i sae i'm not doze type of pompan tepi jln n those hu kuar mlm... n he had 2 shut up... n den he sae dat he onli allow nor 2 make frenz wif we 3 onli... WTF??? wadfarking eva luh... den after dat he said bye n i jawab mm.. onli dat.. n kaboom... conversation over...

but i pity n dun pity nor at e same tyme... she in e 1st place did not tell uz bout dat... how were we supposed 2 noe ryte??? i'm not an asterlogist pe??? so itz her fault in dat wae... we did not force her out... juz askin if she wan 2 go not??? den she waz damn xcited 2 do so az she wanna go n eat at KFC... damn sucker rusker ppl... worst of all, she n me were not DAT close pe??? she neva knew how 2 respect me pe??? pluz she n nadiah can alwaez make fun n all of me but i dun care... i juz cnt b bothered n all... she can do dat 2 me n i can do dat 2 her... n nadiahz e other effing toot... she luv 2 laugh at ppl wen we get markz lower den her... i neva did laugh at ppl man... datz v rude... so since shez doing so, i'm gonna do it too...i do tingz my own wae!!!
but i do pity her 2 a small xtent pzl she my fren too ryte?? so sumhow waz qyte our fault not asking her y n all.. if we did, at least we would rush her home...

n outside skul, i saw dat damn basterd!!! i felt lyke going down dere n eff hym man... such an arse hole... i m neva gonna tok 2 hyz ever again!!! unless he doez not appologyze...

Up Up N Away!!!

ouhk3... i reli had 2 post diz up asap... i'm totalie not hapi bout diz...

diz iz blardinglie dedicated to anonymous... ouhk herez e deal... hu eva u r... b it fren or foe, i hate e wae wadeva u sae... n wen i'm not hapi, here i post it up... well weather u lyke it or not itz ur damn pasal... i cnt care less... n u were being childish urself... az u blardinglie did not place ur name dere... huz being childish now??? if u wanna kol otherz childish, plz mirror urself 1st kay??? if u don lyke MY babblez, u cn jolly well FARK OFF!!! u hve no rytez wadsoever 2 sae anitin... u wan sumore??? pluz if u tink ur much more superior den me, den better own urself up... self proclaimer damn u!!! i hate ppl hu cnt accept e fact den still wanna show attitude... come on man... i noe how 2 judge ppl... been thru dat... been dere done dat!!! I HATE PPL HU R CHILDISH IN A SENSE DAT DEY DO NOT NOE HOW TO PLACE THEIR NAME EACH TYME DEY WANNA TAG ON MY TAGBOARD!!! CHILDISH ARSE-HOLE!!!

ouhk enuf of dat... since we had no study hour, i went straight home... but den, i 4got dat 2dae i hve 2 go out n buy sum stuffz... pluz (b4 i 4get) HAPI 19th BURFDAE KAK AIL!!! MAY GOD BLESS U N HVE WADEVA U WAN 2DAE!!! hahakz... all my well wishes 2 u... den kn, az i almost 4got bout kak ailz burfdae, i went out again 2 grab her a gift... but i cnt find 1... dat she needz luh... az she can get anitin herself... except 4 1 n i wud not tell ani1... itz between e 2 of uz katekn... i wen all over... but found nothing... haiya... i hve a chem test tom... which i sure fail... i hate mole concept luh sheyh!!! den juz now nyer ss paper waz damn crap luh sheyh!!! i juz did'nt noe wad 2 write of... i'm gonna fail dat paper... bohooo... den azizan n jian hui went home... both of dem iz caused by their leg luh of course... den dey went home... i sent azizan 2 e sick bay... den kn, syaidi got sick after running... sooo damn scary... he waz perpiring lyke hell u noe... itz v scary luh sheyh!!! so he told me 2 go n help hym kol mr tan... den lut yg tolong dier... haha...

den kn, i did not get 2 go out wif aqillah 2dae... bohoo... but nvm.. we mit next week den...

ouhk luh... i tink i'm done... i hve a chem paper 2 study... a malay paper 2 do... n sum other more luh uh 2 do... unspeakable uh... hahakz... till den...

Newz

well, ouhk ppl.... i'm damn fustrated now... of many2 tingz...

firstlie, i posting to tell aniqah of wad she said on thursdae so out loud to jamilah... itz az quoted 'THANKZ 2 HER, NOW ME N LUKMAN FIGHT'... well done aniqah... UR BLARDINGLIE WELCOME!!!!.... hapi now??? it waz sincere... az u said ur thankz i sae my welcum... logic ryte??? lyke duh it iz... n if u get to read iz aniqah... i hve nothing 2 do wif lukman animore... well hyz avoiding me n i do not care animore... so wadeva e tink dat happend, i tink either hyz making up storiez or itz u luh... between u 2 jek uh... n i dun gyve a farking damn shit bout it...

n so, e 2nd ting i'm pissed of it e tot of it me being e middle person in our frenship... wth ppl... well azizan... i reli hope dat u reli keep ur wordz n all uh... i dun wan uz 2 fight or anitin lyke dat juz bcoz i juz restored my frenship wif aqillah n all tau... well if now ur on myne n aqillahz side, u shud help me persuade both nadiah n nor in2 diz hal... i wan uz all 2 4gyve n 4get... i hve much on my plate n i dun wanna add animore 2 it u noe u guyz??? i reli hope u do... we all now y nor cnt 4gyve her n we all noe y nadiah cnt accept e fact... but u guyz... WE R FRENZ!!! N FRENZ R 4EVA 2 KIP!!! plz luh u all... do me juz diz 1 favour... u all r my frenz... n if dere iz another fight, i'm staying out of it... u may kick my ass or wadeva u wanna do... but i'm still gonna b frenz wif both sidez... itz juz another utter misunderstanding luh u ppl... ouhk??? n aqillah, sori i did not tell u dat diz bisness iz not over n done yet... gyve it sum more tyme yeah??? thnx...

n thirdlie, well i do not noe how 2 put diz but, i tink i reli m gonna suffocate n die soon if no1 tell me wad e hell iz going on... ouhk... i waz hurt n all by hyz word... but i dun qyte care much... itz juz a simple phrase ani1 can recite at ani moment of their lyfe... but cnt do i... juz get off my case alryte??? we wud not fight again if u DO NOT SHOW UR EFFING FACE NEAR ME!!! get it... u read diz or not i dun care... wad i noe iz dat i've made mydelf v clear diz tyme... no mean utter no... datz my rule 4 me... i live by rulez n neva wud i break dem... unles itz not necessary luh... luke duh...

well i tink i'm done... not much 2 sae... but if u guyz hve a qn or so... juz tag or msg me... i'll answer... juz as so i dun mind.... pluz wadeva probz u wanna share wif me go ahead... i'll b dere 2 listen 2 all ur ramblez...

P.S : dat basterd wud suffer a humilating defeat in diz game...