Madness iz wad i demonstrate..

ouhk... i'm on lala land... wanna join anibody?? but my mid yrz r here... n i m enjoyin evri bit of it cause lyke duh!!! I'M GONNA FAIL MOST OF IT LUH UH??? katekn org pandai kn?? n well, yeah.. i've been in no mood den i blardie gud mood... damn odd.. but hu carez... i'm still exceptionallie me pe kn??

ouhk2... i wanna tell e whole world e gud newz... ouh gawd... i waz lyke wanna tell since dat dae... ouhk herez e story... at 1st kn me n zul gadoh tau... den az tyme went pass, i felt diz huge damn burden dat i reli2 nid 2 get it off my shoulderz uh... n so, i msg hym n apologyze n all... den he replyed ppl!!!! ouh wow... gawd... n den wen he replied, he told me it waz ouhk dat i said it all.. well, wad waz i 2 do?? i m a bitch.. cnt help being sacarstic n straight forward pe?? a born bitch kate kn kn?? n so, i waz lyke damn excited luh he n me r lyke fyne n mcm biase luh uh?? sumtymez, i juz wish he waz alwaez myne u noe?? az in evriwhere aniwhere n evrithing me in hym u noe?? ouh man.. dere i m again... in n den out.. haiya... but hu carez.. my lyfe.. i take control of it.. so otherz hu bug, wud die a rotting cropse.. den kn, we msg2 lyke 4....... 4 hourz lyke dat?? ouh yeah... i noe... dat madness dat wad i demonstrated... haha.. yeah.. freak me outta it... ouhk enuf..

den kn, paperz diz daez r lyke sucking my breath n blood out man... gawd i totallie did not expect those paperz 2 b sooo damn difficult luh sheyh!!! but hu carez again kn? damn my gradez iz my problem...

n yeah,.... i still hate dat BLACK WHORE!!!!

latelie my behaviour....

ouhk2... herez e ting... i've been actin strange latelie uh noe?? hah... hu cares kn??? my behaviour not ani1s else kn?? pe??

on tuesdae, i had my practical exam... n yeah it sucked... especiallie wen it cumz 2 e physics luh uh?? gawd i totallie messed it up!!! i juz had 2 do so.. haiya... i hate doing physics practical evendoe it fun luh.. but obviouslie, i wud fail dat physics practical paper uh... i can do e theory paper but not e practical luh sheyh... i'm mad lost dumb n total freking e hair off my handz luh sheyh.. hahakz... den e chemistry i waz able 2 do... so yeah i waz fyne wif e chemistry... i did it too e full extent dat i can eva do luh.. glad dat i can do it... hahakz... but wen it cumz 2 e theory paper, i sucked lyfe fark ppl!!! hah... not dat suckie.. but a juz pass or above average onli uh... sad sob2... but hu carez??? neva e less.. itz all over kn?? wadz done iz done... n can neva b undone jek luh uh??

n den i met babe on wednesdae... i went home 1st.. eat, change, bath n put on sum light make-up... den met babe at pasir riz... den we went popular... bought her stuffz den we went 2 e fairprice ntuc pat basement... den we went in i told her tipz bout b4 during n after u work out uh... yeah i noe itz lame.. but i luv gyvin ppl advises uh... i tink itz a normal ting.. but hu carez.. n yeah boyfren... thnx sooo damn much 4 counting all my irritaiting factorz sampai 13 ekh boyfren... maseh bnyk2... benci kau.. i'll list all doze irritaiting factorz soon kay?? hahakz... den we want 2 crik mkn... so we went 2 e 7 eleven... den in e 7 eleven.... dere waz diz cute boi... hehekz... he waz sooo cute 2 me luh... but 2 babe?? i donue luh... tk sure bout her.. den we walked down alle wae 2 lyke 3 to 4 buztopz down 2 where she can take 21 luh uh.. oso we bought bubble teaz n we ate our food 4m 7 eleven while walking... we walk pat e fishing pond n dere e story of herz n mine were told... unspeakable luh...tok2 a lil more... den wen her buz smpi, she boarded it n so i went home 4m dere... so dat dae waz fullie spent wif e real true MAZIAH!! glad..

n so yesterdae, went to work out in e afternoon... n damn 1st tyme tk dpt cramps luh sheyh!!! hahakz... i ran do sum sit upz n push upz n all.. damn glad i waz able 2 do so.. n i'm sad dat liverpool did not make it... bohooo.. i alwaez wanted liverpool 2 do it... but nvm... U'LL NEVA WALK ALONE!!! hahakz...pluz went 2 court 4 a while...

den 2dae paper waza horrific incident... man... i waz totallie shocked n worried lyke hell u noe??? i waz kinda hard 4 history.. but fine 4 english... bt i'm not confident of getting at least an A1.. i don tink so 2 diz tyme... so fark it.. it waz long over.. i don care of e past...

n yeah my behaviour latelie hve been changing... yeah i'm sick of it... i kip on twisting n turning my word n all.. yeah thnx much arse.. itz all ur fault... if u did not leave me in dat desperate state, i'll still b a swit pure gurl i waz... ur damn farking fault... juz my farking tart luck luh.. damn.. i cant qyte handle my emotionz n anger n sobness n all doze... hard az it iz... i sill don qyte understand myself... sumtymez itz her sumtymez it her den sumtymez itz her den itz me!! gawd... WTF??? n if u don understand nvm... dere r ppl out dere lyke me such az my sibblingz... e other ppl hu knowz bout e real me iz my babez... 2 of dem... n lyke duh my sisterz luh... hu else kn?? but it hurtz wen i had 2 change 4m one 2 another.... hurting ppl iz all she noez... wad bout my feelingz??? damn u... how waz i 2 noe.. n wen i had a huge fight wif dat person hu i shall neva n wud neva sae hyz name totalie waz'nt me... thnz aqillah 4 understanding me.. i totallie did not c u dere u noe??? sori... pluz tonz of truckz lotz sori 2 derick hu i accidentallie barked it... hope appology waz accepted...

ouhk i fell tonz of shit now... i wan 2 go n hve my rest uh... done n all..
P.S: don eva ask me bout my last paragraph... i do not even noe it well myself... hate dat i waz dumb sumhow...

The Gud n Bad Deedz...

hey hey hey ya all... diz iz a criuz matter.. so do read..

1st of all, i wud lyke 2 hve sum tokinz bout Aniqah... well ouhk.. thnx Aniqah 4 helping Azizan dat dae during pe... i reli appreciate dat u helped her even doe she waz e 1 hu told me.. bhind evri bad dere iz a gud too.. so sumhow, i understand diz part.. my point of view n evritin else change again bout u.. pluz, i hve 2 admit.. evendoe u r qyte irritaiting(evri 1 iz 2 at sum point of tyme) derez diz part of u i still appreciate... thnx 2 Azizan 4 informing me bout diz dat made me change my totz bout u.. n pluz, u said ur thnx wen u got e surat khabar 4m me.. i c it now sumhow sumtin bad broke uz n den sumtin gud made uz frenz again i guess.. n bout dat Lukman, i guess i'm ryte all along... he juz tries 2 break e whole world apart.. dumb of me 2 trust dat basterd.. no1 2 blame it on if itz not me of not cing it 4m e beginin.. shud hve heed ur advise in e 1st place..

2ndlie, diz iz dedicated 2 FARKER LUKMAN!!! i hve no more of ani sort of buisness wif u.. so wadeva it iz thnx 2 my great fren 4 informing me dat basterd wrote my name dere.. ouh ya.. u wanna noe y i placed dat i'm fine wif u calling me a bitch?? well, my defination of bitch iz sum1 hu iz confident, greatful, nice, sweet, strong, soul mate n all doze gud tingz.. sori 2 dissapoint u!! hah!! take dat basterd.. i no longer care of wad sort u wanna sae az u hve no farking impact on my lyfe.. hah.. u r juz a fagment of my past.. no biggie.. n bcoz of u, i had 2 fight wif Aniqah which i hated soooo farking much az u distroyed our frenship u noe dat?? damn u.. n if u wanna call 4 a fight... i don mind.. i'll bash u up lyke how i bashed sum1 up previouslie.. do rmbr dat.. i'm readie 4 dat..

bout diz, i wud end it here az i no longer wanna tok much az my practical exam iz tom n i wanna study.. no longer miss goodie 2 shoez!!!