MY LONG LOST UPDATE..

heya all...
it has been some tyme...
but nvm...
o's was a total catastrophe...
none could do...
god has HIS plans in making it b dat wae...
lets just hope...

ouhk....
enuf...
a brand new dae...
my brand new life...

ouhk...
i wan 2 tell u all sumting...
n i'm dang nervous...
give me ur full support...
take a deep breather...

i got this course but i've gotta go 4 an interview
done...

i hve sum pics to share wif u all...
during 1 of my besties wedding...
took many2 pics...

me n qills killing time in our pick up...

my bestie huda n her husband... i hate hym.. a v sacarstic person... nmpk baek... binawae betol...

awwww.... sooo swit...

heh same...

me qills n e 2 of dem...

e all of us wif sum uninvited guests...

me n aqills after our food taking pics... waiting 4 pic tyme...

elegant in white!!! haha...

wif mommie n daddie...

same lah... one big familie...

she alone... aqillah nye keje uh...

aqillah wanting sooo much to cam whore.... wadever...

the snipits of us in our pickup... revolution...

ouhk...

dats all 4 e pics...

i wan 2 post up another song i wrote...

4 u all...

hate it luv it,

gyve me ur comment

dere is alwaes room 4 improvement...

DEAR PERSON...

Taking a step at a time

Do not mean dat i am slow.

Doing things at my own pace,

Does not man i'm unprepared

I'm taking all my time

Recyting every single line

That have been told and said

to me and all others

Chorus:

Anger is never without reason

But seldom it is a good one

You could either deal with it

Or just back off me.

I'm a step upon my own self

I could no longer pretend

My head is cracking open

Like an archeologist is trapped inside

chipping away at the bones of my skull

Bridge:

You do not have a clue on me

Just by judging me with what you see

You're blinded by darkness now

Which is blocking our only light

Parting us even futher apart

chorus:

Anger is never without reason
But seldom it is a good one

I gave you a choice to choose from

You could either deal with it

Or just back off me.

Pardon me of all this harshness

But all these words are dedicated to you

With pleasure.

Freakoholic!!!

RAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRR!!!!!
A wannab screamo!!!!
hahaks....

well...
i hve work later but came on to update for a while uh....
i just tot of updating...

n hell was i gd yesterdae...
e food i mean...
lets not get there...
its wae too much info...

n yeap!!!!!
i meet up wif huda n aqillah yesterdae...
my 2 out of 6 besties...
hahakz...
we updated each other n all...
den, we tok crap n crap...
she reli is getting married!!!!!
hahakz...
i'm soooo darm excited 2 go 2 her wedding!!!!!
eeeeeiiik!
we went to her house n all...
it was totally an army gathering i wud sae...
hahakz...
onli kite2 yg tau kn???
n i'm holding all e wedding cards...
i nid 2 pass it 2 all of dem man...
tk pe...
khairil is helping me out wif dat...
thank gawd!!!!
hahahakz...

ouhhhhk...
time for a disasterous tyme...

n 2 u old long forgotten bestie/betrayer/pretender!!!!
u hve no rights as ani other HUMAN! on earth to force sum1 to do as wad u wan!!!!
we're humans too!!!!
u noe dat???
i noe u realised dat urself...
no human in e right mind wud do dat!!!
ur jus casually being rude...
u left us a long tyme ago n here u r bck!
forcing us to lyke wad????
follow all ur commends????
HELLO!!!!
i'm older den u by 6 farked up months...
wad rights do u hve???
can i lyke tell n straight in2 ur face to fark off???
ur not invited at all!!!!
evri1 noe dat u left us sometime ago...
kalau kau dh terrase pon bagos...
i reli hope 4 e beta...
but not dis tyme...
ur just too rude a person...
n i'm not gonna do wadeva u told us to...
4get it!!!

Little Miss Basher!

hey hey hey!!!!
welcome me bck 2 my normal life ppl!!!!
Did i jus hear an applause???
yeah2... thnx ya all...

hah dh mule lh perasan lh org ni...
ouhk... i'm updating e whole world...
i m hving my off dae 2dae...
lucky me...
i hvnt had a social life 4 qyte sum tyme...
n i sort of miss it?
n i hell it miss all my babes...
be it close or not...

ouhk...
i'm venting some of my anger here...
ryte about now!!!
CAN U ALL FREAKOS!!!
STOP COPYING ME...
STOP EDDITING MY LIFE 4 ME...
N MOST IMPORTANTLY,
STOP TAKING WADS LEFT BY ME!!!!!
DAMN U ALL!!!
ouhk...
done wif it...

n so, now...
mayb i shud tell evri1 dat i'm working at ntuc fairprice at tamp...
yeah2...
laugh it all out as u like...
i don gyve a damn about it now...

n i tink, mayb i shud start writting my poems n songs bck on dis blog...
n i hope ppl wud learn 2 appreciate me....

here it goes...

REVENGE!
I'm starting it all over.
Get out of my way.
i'm crushing u all unannounced.
Its beta if u leave me dat way.

Talking all dis rot won't change a thing.
It does not matter if ur beta den me.
I've proved to the world inevitabally.
now, theres no way for u to convince dem.

Chorus:
I'm a devil without a cause.
fireflies r my light to paradise.
Yet part of me is standing there in ur crowd.
Ur a humbug dat has a misleading behaviour by bragging to win sympathy.

I became heartless n shun u aside.
Destruction became my main game.
Greeted by broken pieces of u.
Watch me closely as i become unbearable.

The best way for me to crush u.
Is that u c me climbing tall dat social ladder.
Faster den u tot i cud do.
with such pitful state ur in.

Chorus:
I'm a devil witout a cause.
Fireflies r my light to paradise.
Yet part of me still stood in ur crowd.
Ur just a humbug dat owns a misleading behaviour by bragging for sympathy.

Bridge:
Yes.. Here i go again.
Shimmering u wif my thunder.
Mesmerize u wif my glory.
That gives away courage n bravery....