sick n tired...

my deepest gratitude 2 all...
ouhk...
criuslie speaking,i'm v v v tired...
i do notnoe y myself...
bt,i kept tinking bout e same old ting...
mayb menapouse...
ouh hu cares...
i do hve problems myself...
ouh man...
dis big blotches around my eyes r a real sore...
ouhmaigawd...
dis is really depressing huh?
cnt imgine if i were 2 get up n make up 4 my new lyfe...
i hate thinking bout dis...
but nvm...
its just part n parcle of lyife...
ouhk...
my spelling is bullshit at dis hour...
sumting is reli2 wearing me off..
i do not noe wad dis tyme...
fyne2...
i'm a lil bored...
ouh...
n babe...
i want 2 spend tyme still wif u...
can i lyke sneak u outta class n we go fly kite???
we hve yet eaten at downtown east n swensens!!!
aku nk mkn satay babe!!!
n c dat uber cute guy again...
n dis tyme wif u...
ouh n swensens???
aku nk mkn ice cream or sumting dat ends as a desert...
hah...
ouhk done...
let me type out another song...
here goes bullfarkingshit again...
i must stop getting pissed of at...
here it goes...

LOST!
People running recklessly everywhere.
Chaous building up in e air.
E only pillar ur trudging to,
seems to be crumbling down.
Right infront of u.

People desperatly finding solutions.
Beggers desperatly finding sumting 2 eat.
i m finding a place where paradise is.
But still, where hve u been?

Chorus:
I'm poisonedly running away.
Unsure of which wae 2 go.
Filled wif hatred n despair.
If u cud onli spare
A tot some 4 me..

Many r hiding in e dark.
Wads gd was not worth.
No1 seems 2 care anymore.
The sick remained uncured.

Bridge:
Wad hve e world bcome??
An utter huge disgrace!
Wad hve we done?
Not a single ting!
Can this ever be stopped?
I heard u scream..

Chorus:
I'm poisonedly running away.
I dont even noe which wae.
Filled wif hatred n despair.
If u cud onli spare,
A single tot 4 me...

e valentines dae post!

hey evri1!
hapi valentines dae 2 all of u!!!
dis is my v 1st yr not hvin a date 4 valentines....
bohoooo!!!...
ouh n b4 i start on my hapi post,i'd sum tings 2 sae...

its 4 those hu hve not lyked me in secondary skul,we no longer hve relations n kindly leave me alone...
mind ur own beezwax uh...
n dont call others childish wen u urself behave lyke 1...
by telling me off thru e tag board instead of in my face...
so, stop coming here n acting lyke a big shot here...
go mind wadeva u doin n don mind me...

ouhk...
dats all...
i'm sick n tired of ppl lyke dat...
jumping in2 conclusions jus n so u wan...
bck 2 my original intention...

ouhk...
since 2dae is valentines dae n i hve no date,i'm celebrating dis as a babeship/bestieship dae...
i wanna dedicate dis dae 2 all my babes n bestie...
i'm v glad dat me n nora r bck as besties all over again...
hahas...lols btol lh...
e 4 of us all over again...
nora...
ellah...
nadiah...
we old tymes besties!!!
oso, not 4getting my other besties...
such as.....
Farah...
khairil...
n my long bestie!!!! =]
SHAFIQA!!!
hahas...
fyne2...
thnx 4 making my dae yesterdae...
e jammin was great...
n oso my long frens hope dat we'd remain as frens or beta still,besties...
2 ema n ain!
haha...lols btol...
not 4getting my siblings...
kak hilly...
kak nadzi...
n..
adek zaza...

dats all 4 2dae...
nk maen game!!!!
mu tyme!!!
hahas...
nk tulis lagu tk???
tk nk uh...
nxt tyme je lh...
chiows u all...

MY LONG LOST UPDATE..

heya all...
it has been some tyme...
but nvm...
o's was a total catastrophe...
none could do...
god has HIS plans in making it b dat wae...
lets just hope...

ouhk....
enuf...
a brand new dae...
my brand new life...

ouhk...
i wan 2 tell u all sumting...
n i'm dang nervous...
give me ur full support...
take a deep breather...

i got this course but i've gotta go 4 an interview
done...

i hve sum pics to share wif u all...
during 1 of my besties wedding...
took many2 pics...

me n qills killing time in our pick up...

my bestie huda n her husband... i hate hym.. a v sacarstic person... nmpk baek... binawae betol...

awwww.... sooo swit...

heh same...

me qills n e 2 of dem...

e all of us wif sum uninvited guests...

me n aqills after our food taking pics... waiting 4 pic tyme...

elegant in white!!! haha...

wif mommie n daddie...

same lah... one big familie...

she alone... aqillah nye keje uh...

aqillah wanting sooo much to cam whore.... wadever...

the snipits of us in our pickup... revolution...

ouhk...

dats all 4 e pics...

i wan 2 post up another song i wrote...

4 u all...

hate it luv it,

gyve me ur comment

dere is alwaes room 4 improvement...

DEAR PERSON...

Taking a step at a time

Do not mean dat i am slow.

Doing things at my own pace,

Does not man i'm unprepared

I'm taking all my time

Recyting every single line

That have been told and said

to me and all others

Chorus:

Anger is never without reason

But seldom it is a good one

You could either deal with it

Or just back off me.

I'm a step upon my own self

I could no longer pretend

My head is cracking open

Like an archeologist is trapped inside

chipping away at the bones of my skull

Bridge:

You do not have a clue on me

Just by judging me with what you see

You're blinded by darkness now

Which is blocking our only light

Parting us even futher apart

chorus:

Anger is never without reason
But seldom it is a good one

I gave you a choice to choose from

You could either deal with it

Or just back off me.

Pardon me of all this harshness

But all these words are dedicated to you

With pleasure.