Party!!!

Hey hey hey ya all...
kay diz iz a short pose wif lotza pics...
we ate pizzas,doughtnut,mee siam goreng,fruitz.ice cream,switz n lotza more...
i grew fat...
we did sum yoga which ended up in shitz...
pluz bez part waz e gift exchange...i got 4m both ellah babe n gg babe....
den we watch dead silence again...den sang n dance 2 spice gurlz songz...v tiring...
we den had a chit chat session dat we told wad e backstabberz said...hahakz...
den done...

top me n ellah after me habis letak make up on her...
same az top...
same but v blury thnx 2 aqillahz proness...
e 1 after we watch dead silence...

while i was eating ice cream,aqillah itch handz snap diz pic...
diz 1 too...while i was msgin sum1...
our pillow fight dat end up in sweatz...
aqillah stealing azizan away 4m me...dey eatin doughtnut dat i bought....
a blur pic thnx 2 aqillah cleverness...

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2nd Part Of My Resultz...

well...hey hey hey ya all...

well my resultz waz all bullshitz lh...well, eventho i did pass n went on to next year secondary 5, my resultz was so not satisfying...i just could not do an even better one...i am very damn dissapointed ...it never occured to me that i did not do well...n furthur more i should have done better...really i am dissapointed...i just broke down when my daddy told me that i did not do my very best...he expected more from me...n so what can i ever do? i could not rewind my past right? n i realise that it was fully my fault...i do regret my past doings...what did i expet right??

another sad part is that, my best babe did not do well...n she did not got through next year...and so she is going ITE...i am very dissapointed in that part...seriously i tought that i was the one who would go ITE or something like that...but it turned out differently..
but babe if u are reading this,and so all of you who did not make it, remember that whatever they say about you, do not care about them...it is your future not theirs right?so do not give up and seek complete happyness in yourlife...just remember i am there for you n so is god...n i make sure that all of us do not go to the wrong path that i had choosen a few years ago...do not make the same mistake as i did...babe all the best in your next journey ouhk??

the best part was that i passed all my 7 subjects wif grade 4 and above!!! OMG!!! i am soooo happy in that part...best of all, i passed maths and science!!! yet i was not proud of my language that is english and malay...i really did badly this time...i did not expect such a shit result for it...i really did screw it this time...i am sooooo not happy in that part...

n i sent the green form just now with nadiah..and then, we went over to nadiahs house and played with her kitty...haha...she is very the cute lah!!! i was so jelous n fond of her kitty lh...its colour is sooooo nice cute lah...hehhee...best part was that the kitty did a jump-off-my-hand-and-onto-the-floor-with-a-huge-thud-and-on-my-back thing...haha...after that it limped...naughty2 kitty...after that it scratched all the stuffz t seez...pluz the best was that it smelled my bag and went in it...haha..then also,she drank my coke!!! haha...from the cup nadiahs mummie gave me...hehekz...such a naughty gurl...

went off after nadiah got her money n after she did her stuffz...then we meet up with azizan and played hide and seek with her...haha...very the fanih!!! after that,we went off to eat at macdonalds...n we had much laughts and all...we went off to fair price n choose things for our so called house...haha...just a figment...but i really2 hate it when they made fun of me...they are relly cruel people..cruela n company...haha...after what, we went our seperate ways...

so let me end it here...i enjoyed today but am dissapointed that ellah was soooo not able to make it due to her being overseas...and i would live my life with no regrets...i promise myself!!!help me keep this promise ouhk my ppl???

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the resultz part 1..

well...hey hey hey ya all...
ouhk i posted cause e resultz wud b out on 18th december at 2p.m n den kn,i tink i might die...my dadie nayb following me 2 get my resultz...n dat iz soooooo killing me man...ouh no! gawd y muz diz b diz wae huh??? i am gonna die...wad if i dun get 2 go sec 5 next year??? ouh no...wad 2 do man...i'm sooooo pizzed wif ppl gonna ask me bout my resultz...den e next few dae kn hari raye haji??? so,i'm soooo dead....if u do not c me animore u noe lh ekh wad happen 2 me...
but worst part i got my another resultz...my gawd itz negative!!!! damn it...i sooooo wish 4 me not 2 cry...but itz true...onli my real frenz noe wad e resultz iz...damn it uh...wad e hell....i regret not listenin 2 u amir...now i'm sooooo regrettin everi single ting man!!! i am soooo sori 4 myself....might sound stupid 2 u lh...but diz tyme i reli shud hve listen 2 hym n oso 2 e other side of me....i alwaez take tingz 2 my damn advantage lh sheyh...damn it...

i've gotta move on...n sooooo.... i'm off 2 my bed again...i'm feelin sick again n again n again...i'm half wae dead...

n i'm goin overseaz again!!! diz tyme 4 lyke 2 to 4 daez uh...b bck latest by e mornin of e results uh...den nxt few daez,off 2 jammin again!!!! yay! i'm sooooo excited...hehekz...n soooo....i'm gone!!!

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disasteriouz fun!!!

we...ouhk...hey hey hey ya all...
n so...herez another 1 episodez pf lil miz orange zia basher lh...n so...once again,shez panicking over e n lvls resultz man!!! ouh gawd...i sooooo dunwan 2 c my resultz lh sheyh!!! i juz dunoe y lh...i tink i'm under sum type of phobia uh...after e damn regret of psle...if i juz did'nt gyve up durin psle,i shud hve been in express n takin my o'z now man...wad e bla! k fyne...u noe,dat dae i confront AFRAH u noe!!!n den she deleted off e ting...she so e takot uh org nmpk...n lyke duh,shez soooo tk berani 2 show it 2 e whole world n at e same tyme,she iz sooooo scared 2 confront me bck...heh...wad a damn coward...

n sooo,2dae we went jammin n u noe hu lh...e we...n sooo...we did our own song az usual...n yeap...it waz amn tyrin 2 conduct it urself especiallie wen u noe dat u had neva did dat song man...bt it turned out ouhk uh...not too bad..but my beatz r 2 fast n e song iz 2 b slow...haiya...i'm soooo used 2 fast beatz bcoz i'm practizin on another song dat iz fast beated uh...datz e worst part uh...but idamn enjoyed it wif e 2 of dem uh...haha...

den after jammin,i left my ring n bracellet pat sane den nk kene patah balik n take it uh...ouh walau...den went of 2 raffles city shoppin centre n go n get e perliniz silver nye ting uh...ate sum crispz...den i ate sumore n sumore...lyke duh..i luv eatin...wad cn i do ryte??? haha...n we spotted soooooo many cute n hot guyz...all eurasianz lh...haha...den we oso saw an albino pat dlm mrt...n i sooooo wanted 2 look at hyz eyez but den kn,die tdo n i dun get 2 c lh...den wen i want 2 go down,he opened hyz eyez 2 read hyz msg lh...den kn,lyke he noe lyke dat i wan 2 c hyz eyez n he dizallow it..haha...me n my imagination lh...haha...dh lh...i'm off 2 eat...

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bck 4m holz pic!!!

well....hey hey hey ya all!!!!
itz gud 2 b bck 4m a dreadin n tirin journey!!! haiya...den kn i spend many nightz at many placez u noe!!! haha...
1stlie,i went 2 makz house...den after dat we shoot 2 kl...at kl singgah dere 4 a dae...went shopping....bought a few stuffz lh...obviouslie!!!!...den i eat n eat n eat u noe!!!! go off meanz eatin tyme...haha...den e next dae,went off 2 pork pigson(port dickson lh!!!)..den the next dae i brtolak 2 sawadikap lh....dere i bought shades,lighter 4 sum1 n sum make upz n lotionz n food n clothez n bagz n pouch n many2 more!!! haha...tk trkate lh sheyh!!! haha...den bawah r sum pics at pork pigson n so an lh...

diz pic iz at porkpigson beach...lawa kn??? my hotel pat belakang uh...haha...tk take pic uh sori!!!
u c how scalm n beautiful man....den kn,e water iz so nice...at pantai ryte???wad u expect???haha...
the sunset...lawa kan??? i took it so that i am able 2 rmbr it 4 lyfe lh!!!
4 memorie lh...haha....
b4 i went 2 kl...take pic wif syuy uh...haha...no work!!!

off 4 holidae

ouhk...hey hey hey ya all...
i'm gonna go off 4 holidae u noe!!! huhu...i'm sooooooo NOT excited lh sheyh....u wan 2 noe y???bcoz holidae wif momie meanz shoppin onli n spending lh...no rest no internet no nothin!!!!
haiya...i'm still packin my tingz...i hvnt pack it at all...bcoz i dunoe wad clothez 2 bring bcoz i take allot of tyme 2 dress up...n i'm cuttin my hair mayb dere uh...haha...k lh i wan 2 go n get readie...i'm goin off at 2 p.m....so i reli2 nid slip n all....so nvm if u dun understand uh???
i'm reli sori 4 not informin u guyz earlier...it waz a last min go off uh...she told me a few daez ago u noe!!! haiya...chiowz all ma babe...till den...

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gyve me christmas prezzie plz!

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last pics of baby n perliniz silver...

alryte..well well well...diz iz e last post of e dae lh...too much photoz alreadie...
e perlini silver book...
the christmas gift tingie...


e three diff calenders...of year 2008 lh...nice ryte???

picsies of baby a.k.a applebalukucarrot...

cute kn???shez my babie...lyke me!!! =]

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e art tingie..

n well diz iz e art wik tingie lh...
n diz iz wad i did 2 my sis nyer name...no work katekn...
e brabches of design...haha...lyke real...
my shoe!!! my fav shoe!!! e shoe i draw lh...
e whole piece of it lh...ouhk kn????

diz iz luvlie ryte???haha...i wish...
gurlz dae out picsiez...

workaholic...

The pics R here!!

well...hey hey hey...
diz few pics r of various dates...now den i can upload...haiya...
n diz iz e hari raya 1...

kak nadzi..audi...n ME!!
kak nadzi...adek ifah...kak hilly...adek syuy...n ME!!!At angah's house at mlm2...
top...adek ifah...adek syuy...kak nadzi...n naqiah..

sitted...adek atiqah...ME...aunty sida...n adek hakim....
same az e top 1 lh...onli diff pose...
diz iz me wif my niece n nephew...ni ade2 jek...sum otherz dun wan 2 take pic wif me!...

after everi single ting!

well....HEY HEY HEY ya all!!!
hehek...kk...i'm sho not myself again...u noe wad??? i quit my job...AGAIN!!! diz iz e farking 2nd tyme man!!! haha...kk...criuzlie,i do not lyke dat place...yeap2....

13th November 2007...
ouhk 1stlie, a super duper swit 16th 4 MOHAMED DZULKHALIF & happy 18th burfdae 2 ABG MANAF!!!! haha...u 2...great dae huh??? well so sori itz sho late kay u guyz??? my most best blessingz 2 e both of u kay???well yeah...i went 2 send both labtopz 2 their repair shop lh... den wen i went 2 e 1st 1,it waz wif my daddie obviouslie!!! i felt so sick...so i rushed 2 e toilet n i vomited evritin dat i ate juz now mornin lh sheyh!!! OMG!!! datz sho true!!! luckielie tk duh pape kene my clothing lh sheyh!!! fu yooooo!!!!haha...sori u guyz if itz 2 dizgustin 4 u guyz kay???den oso linkin park iz in singapore on diz dae!!!! n den kn i dun get 2 go 2 their concert lh sheyh!!! FARK!!! n sho i did my nailz...nude on e base den orange on e top...az in e deco such az flower n dotz lh...i made it myself kay!!!n i helped my sis wif her design tingyz...n i hope soon enuf,i get 2 show u guyz it ouhk???well now den i cn update kn???

14th November 2007...
well, i went 2 ikea n giant n buy wadz needed lh...den i met darling at e q 4 e free shuttle buz 2 kn???den he waz wif 2 other gurlz lh sheyh!!! haha...criuzlie i'm not jelouz at all az we r chemistry n history lh sheyh... sho nvm lh ekh???n ate cavanas foodz n den went 2 look at shoez lh...den i went over 2 a shop [i shall not tell u e name of it]...i bought bookmarkz...4 my 3 fav babez!!! yah u all...i reli did...n it actz az a frenship tingy at e same tyme a late burfdae prezzie 4 ellah n nad but earlie 4 gg...pluz it oso actz az cristmaz prezzie lh...

16th November 2007....
ouhk...i went out 2 get sum dresses wif 1 of my babe...n she tried lyke........how many ekh??? lyke 7 lyke dat uh...den until i spotted e 8th 1 den she lyked it...n prize unavailable 4 u ppl...pluz it looked sho nice n wen it went on her,it looked juz nyce lh...den after dat we went over 2 my house n eat n rest 4 a while n den we went 2 white sandz den she dun lyke doze shoez kn??? so we went 2 tamp 2 get it...at mondo..n yet again, prize unavailable lh ekh???n we tried on so much shoez lh sheyh....at first i wanted diz killer heelz lh sheyh!!! but den kn,itz PINK!!! I HATE PINK!!!criuzlie lh sheyh!!! so dat waz all dat we did on diz dae...reli2...den we went home...

17th November 2007...
went off 2 my dance 4 a while...4 practize jek uh...den syuy n familie came...den we played monopoly den we play gameboi den we eat den weeeeeeeeeeee ROT!!! haha....e bez part of my lyfe iz ROT!!! lyke real lh sheyh...ouhk2...den i went off again den bck home again den i cradle in2 my bed!

19th November 2007....
diz iz a huge dae 4 doze hu r goin 4 prom 2dae...n so az i waz tellin,i went over 2 sum1z house help her diz n dat...den after dat droolin dae, i went off 2 dance till 10 pluz lh...den went home...den dh lh...4 dat dae...

2dae....
well,,,wohoooooo!!!! got bck e labtop after service 2dae n den i went 2 use it n den lyke diz lh... kk...i'm so super tired...n so chiowz all ma ppl!!!

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My New Lyfe..

Well...ouhk2...here i go again...
n hey hey hey!...
I'm sick of dat place n i'm off n neva again going dere again...i mean gone meanz gone ouhk??? damn ryte...my handz...legz...actual fact,my whole body iz sick n almost dead! i;m off 2 my new lyfe!!! yay!!! n i'm still in e mid of finding a new job!!! n yeah dat iz so totallie real!!! yupz n yay! datz cool ryte? hehekz...n ouhk2...i reli2 lost my tumbdryve tau!!! n OMG my sis wud kill me if she noe!!! hahahakz...n i've changed e skin once again!!! bo hoooooo....hehekz....yay! i miz him...haiya...n u noe, dere r 2 blardie betrayerz in my lyfe!!! n if ur reading diz NABILAH! ur a dead meat wen we meet again...i get 2 noe dat 2 bleak sum detailz bout our talk ryte??? farking betrayer!!!! hell u man!! u s hole....n now, i'm tellin e whole world dat e 1 hu cried lyke sum loonat iz u! crocodile tearz man!!! eeeeiiikkkk..... n e other person, iz a hym...suddenlie,he started 2 treat me so diff man!!! n dat iz sho total shitz lh sheyh!!! n dun eva JUDGE ME BY MY OUTSIDE!!!!! all u ppl....i'm pizzed n pized wif u lot!!!! 2 hell wif u!!!
ouhk...stop anger...bez part iz dat me n ellah babe at last get 2 tok2 uh...yay datz so fun!!! we tok more den an hour pluz e dizturbance n a few callz...lyke almost 2 hourz 2 recap n all lh...haha...luv doin dat man...n yeah e bez part iz dat we laugh shooooo much...i luv doin dat az shooooo long i neva get 2 do it man!!!! haha...hrp2 kejap lgik,we get 2 go out again...i wan 2 eat sushi n burger kingz!!!! since i hve e money, i wan 2 spend it uh...haha...n changing diz blog 2 diz new skin iz sho cool man!!! hahaha...fun uh...hehekz...ouhk done...i'm sho done...i wan 2 eat again uh...i've lost weight so on wikendz,iz e onlie tyme 4 me 2 gain weight lh...haha...
kk lh...i'm so done n diz iz wad he wrote....but sshhhhh!!!!
'ouh gawd...i onli told u 2 hold her 4 a while...n now i'm missing her again!!! haha...hrp2 die tk bace...hahakz...

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sooooo long!

ouh well...
hey hey hey all ya peepz!!! yupz...itz been 2 long ago since i blogged ekh?? i waz sho shuper bz uh...i had my n lvls on end september n earlie october uh...den i had 2 go job hunting uh...den i got hari raya prep uh...datz waz my super bz schedule meanz!!! n sori diz tyme no photo uh...i cnt find my card reader uh...n dat sux big tyme uh...sho shori ya all especiallie ellah babe...no picsiez uh...but i'll upload next tyme ouhk??? alah my next tyme wud not b too long uh...n shooooo shad dat my comp it under maintainence uh....n no song 4 now lh ekh??? raye waz great meet wif all my cuzziez n all lh...sum i neva tok 2 oso i tok 2 uh...entah giler agaknye ekh???n luckielie resultz blom kuar kalu tk,i wud hve 2 tell all e peepz...n sori my temasekianz i cnt ekot u all jln raye ekh???i workin on weekdaez uh...wikendz bleh uh...sho shorie!!! n well lyke duh i'm on my sis nye labtop uh...n i changed my skin uh...lawa tk??? 4 me ouhk uh...i tink...n den kn,i got my v own posb atm card!!!! yay!!! cn withdraw n all lh sheyh...tpi tk bleh bnyk2 uh...nk kene maintain uh...cume ade brape jek lh sheyh...i feel sho grown up...hehekz..n u noe yesterdae wen i waz outside,got diz basterd uh...mule handsom n all lh...tpi gigi die...hahahaha...ade lobang n itz jongang!!! den nk prasan brkenalan ngn me plak! tk tau malu nye jantan!!! eeeiiikkkk!!! ouhk2...n den i had loadz of fun pzl i went 2 play at e arcade uh...n gold card lh sheyh!!! it iz sho miriclulouz!!! yeah2...n now i'm sho shick lyke hell!!! yeah man...2 daez mc uh...pun tk cukop...yaya 2dae ade ghost wisperer n survivor...esok jln raye wif familie again yay!!! wohoooo...haiya...i dun wan 2 jln raye wif u guyz kalu ade kuti uh...2 hell wif her!!! n ellah babe we had made a deal ouhk??? 2 not allow dat bitch 2 near our house pun kay??? shez 2 b sho not invited n plan aku babe...itz 2 not go wif dem at all kalu ade kuti tau...kate ngn drng itz btween uz or her...chooze either!!! if her kite jln by ourselves jek lh ekh??? wif ain n all doze hu anti dat bitch!!! n ingat our grad ceremony??? die pki clip aku lh shiak!!! tk tau malu nye pompan...ouhklh2...aku naek menyampah bbual pzl die...n bez part iz dat dinosaur msg me!!! n yeah i'm supposed 2 4get hym...i noe!!! but patience my frenz i wud crik a pengganti n all lh...wait ouhk??? aku promize n promize kite semue jgn dibroken kay??? our v own englay uh...az nadiah sae so...n n n n....i'm not crazy i'm juz allittle untight lh....n i've 4given all except dat 2 ppl hu i still do hate! i still hear ppl tokin bout wad had happen u betrayer! u told dem all kan??? in dat case i wud tell my peepz pun uh...fair n square! dh lh shaket hati uh...sho datz all 4 now uh...i'm off all ma peepz!!!n i am sho shori i neva reply all ya on my tagboard...but i'm sho glad lh...reply next tyme ouhk?? thnx!

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Once Again..

ouhk...here it goez...i'm glad dat tingz r settled wif aniqah...damn e glad...or not i wud have a majour problem...n well...2dae i waz 2 mit up wif meeza n tok 2 her...but well she cnt make it...n so i juz tok 2 nabilah jek lh...finish it off n settle e scorez...hope meeza cud make it tom...i wan diz off my chest b4 n lvl startz...n again...az i've promized...itz all comfidential...sho DO NOT ASK!!! itz juz btween e 2 of uz...but den again kn...i do feel sumwad out of picture...but nvm...i've got many other probz 2 settle...familie...frenz....outside skul...my sistaz...n 2 many more i cnt mension...

n ellah babe...do not crik pzl animore kay???itz all over...n get diz straight...wadeva i tell u, DO NOT TELL OTHERZ!!! i trust n reckon u wont ryte babe???

n so...lyfe iz still e same az usual...boring...dull...az lyke duh...no boifren!!! dat meanz Maziah do not hve a companion in lyfe 4 now...bt insyallah i wud get 1 soon after...i wan az perfect az my previouz 1!!! hehekz...v choozie ekh???dh lh...i am gonna change e song on my bloggie...az it iz wad i wanna sae bout it all...i mean all my problemz...sumhow,itz related uh...hehekz...n here r sum picsiez lh i wanna show...well my doodlez on my table..n nadiah...bcoz of u,i change my song!!



n well,diz iz e kucing i alwaez play wif lh...pat homie uh...n itz a she...n shez adorable tau!!n yes her fav place 2 slip iz on a car...haiya...noti nico...
he hu wearz anotherz cloak,shall die in a rotting corps..

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Damn it!

ouh damn damn damn!!!! ellah read diz at once!!! u noe hu??had written bout uz!!n sumhow mizz interprit our self indulgednezz!!! she tinkz dat we r lyke sum how takin her away 4m her fren!!! damn!!! we muz tell her at once!!! n now she seez me az her enemy AGAIN!!! damn it!!! n how shud i explain it???well ouhk 4 1st, she muz noe dat we did not grab nor force nor anitin dat she tinkz dat we r doin!!! so wad shud we sae??? n pluz how i wish she knew...well itz unfair dat she seez it dat wae!!! az sumhow, we did not force her...it juz dat she duz not wan anitin 2 do wif her...pluz if u shud noe,itz all her fault...wud u wan a fren hu btrayez u???do u wan a fren hu tell all of ur secretz 2 otherz??? i dun n neva wan... n now i've made 3 enemy!!!n u noe dat dat her talkz bhind my bck...n den i dun wan 2 pick a fight wif her!!! she tellz ppl dat i'm e 1 hu iz sho selfish n all...pluz she sae i'm sho direct!!!wazn't my fault!!! if u kip tingz 2 urself n dat cauzez u 2 b hated by ppl even more!!! how dum of her...den she sae dat i'm sho actin gud n baek dpn ppl lh sheth!!!wen i'm alreadie lyke dat u noe!!! so damn gurl...dun judge me by my face u tootie toot toot tit tat tat!!! damn u!!! i'll continue later!!!

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3 dae update..

ouhk...hey hey hey all da ppl...i'm updatin 4 3 daez lh k???ouhk...here goez nothin...dun read it if u do not lyke it lh ekh???

18th September 2007...Tuesdae)...
n at last i've found my lost dairy!!! yay!!!great job done n had dere!!! n so i'm skippin 2 my fav part of e dae!!! n it waz in e buz 66 otw 2 bedok...n den diz iz sho incredible!!! well...worst part waz dat,dat BBBB waz in dat buz too!!! ouh ya b4 i 4get, WELCUM 2 UR V OWN SWIT 16 NADHIRAH!!!!i pray 4 ur everie step in ur lyfe...n sho i continue again lh ekh??n den i waz sittin den e BBBB look bck n she jeling...n dat made me sho pizzed!!!tpi trpakse sabar lh...katekn puase kn??? den i took all my courage n sat bside dinosaur...hahakz...den i tok2 2 hym bout sho many tingz...almost trsasol...but i sempat change it lh...den wad i ask hym waz hyz baju raye wad colour n he sae it iz purple!!! n dat iz sho same az mine!!! yeepeeeee!!! n diz iz sho cool...n hyz paper finish a dae b4 me!!! n dat iz sho unfair!!! n it waz sho shuper hard 4 me 2 not tok...bcoz or not i wud cry!!! sho i nid 2 tok n tok...n he sembahyang terawih all over at different2 masjid n dat iz sho cool lh sheyh...n mati2 lh i tot he stop rokok...tpi tk...lepaz terawih jek rokok lh sheyh...ish3...apa dah...i almost touch hyz 4head...tpi ingat dat i waz fastin...den hyz bulu mate on e right fell...n i sho wish it waz me!!! =] lh sheyh....dat wud b sho shwit!!! den tok bout hyz work in pitza hut...he work wif plaster on e cheek,pauto n peyrang.....den nk kene injection...n he sae tk saket...biase uh...laki pe???4 me it wud b sho painful lh sheyh...i dun dare....it waz sho shuper hard 4 hym 2 sae my name....it waz sho shuper soft pluz ellah kip on lookin at hym dat made it harder....i tok sum shit oso lh...trsasol lh...den hahakz...he kn nk kene potong rambot???i laugh at hym...jahat ekh me???tpi die tk marah...nasib die baek ngn me lh sheyh...den he sae tk puh uh...lepaz tinggalkn skul da\h leh ade rmbt peyrang pluz panjang pe???den i jawab...k fyne...mentah2 i got 1 more year in diz damn skul,nk make me jelez lh ekh??? wen i couldn't hear hym properlie,i placed my earz closer to hyz mouth...az i wan hyz full attention...duh!!den wen wan 2 tron buz, BBBB waz infront of me...n den wad i cud onli do waz 2 stare...n i totalie hated it...sho ellah went paz me n gave wae 2 me 2 b closer 2 hym....den wen dh tron buz,i waved gud bye 2 hym...den he ask...were u goin...den i sae i buyin toiletriez...den he saed sumtin...actuallie i hear but i dunoe if it waz correct...sho i saed huh??? den he had 2 repate it a few tymez...n u noe wad i tot he saed??? u nk balik ngn me?? n dat waz wad i couldn't blieve...i dunoe lh...den wen we parted,i feel lyke i wan 2 run 2 hym bck n gyve hym a gud kizz...n deep in my heart,i cud feel dat he iz guiltie n all...n ellah tot dat he still sygkn me...n i totalie dunoe lh...i wan 2 tell hym straight 4ward...but i cnt...bcoz i'm afraid 2 cry...dh lh...

wednesdae 19th of september 2007...
n sho...i'm still tinkin of hym!!! my gawd....i'm mad!!!i wan hym bck sho criouzlie!!!damn it!!!n in e mornin saw hym!!! n den...we got huda on our side pluz group!!! n dat meanz 6 ppl al2gether!!!yay!!!diz rox!!!she left nabilah hu tok2 bout me bhind my bck!!!n we chande places!!! n my new
name iz swirl...nad 1 iz twirl...gg wan iz pearl...nor 1 iz hearl...ellah 1 iz curl...haha...n diz iz sho cute!!!

thursdae 20th September 2007...
n 2dae i went 2 buy toiletriz wif ellah babe...n we polished our perliniz silver thingz...she onli gelang tangan...me galang tangan n kaki...pluz rantai...hehekz...bought choco oso!!! wohooo...n i am going 2 cahnge e skin on my bloggie!!!

n sho datz all 4 2dae...kip u updated ppl!!!

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NEMO!!!

N well...i'm updatin 2 put up ME n NEMOZ picsiez!!! arnt e both of uz so cute???alalalalalala....nemo iz so cute...az i've lost voi 2....i dunoe wad....so i took nemo az a replacement lh!!! n well...pluz obviouslie!!! nemo iz my fav colour!!! az itz orange!!! lyke me!!! hehekz...juz kiddin yet real...n well puase meanz maziah cannot lie n maki...boooooo~!!!! n dat suck!n well i stop here jek lh ekh???bcoz i'm in skul com lab doin diz...n itz not gud!!! chiowz!!!

well...hey all ma ppl...k fyne...i'll damn update...
n well...i'm watchin all diz awsome vedioz...n well...itz bout my fav artiz...n well duh hu else wud it b???if u dunoe nvm lh...n well daez r passin by so quicklie!!!damn it!!!n den my n lvl oso comin man...diz reli pizz me off...n diz iz wadz makin me sob my eyez out man...how cool iz dat??? n well yeah...i've changed my name 2 MAZIAH ROSE SHADOW SANDERS LOVEFIWIT BASHER!!! i mean again...i cnt help not changing my name man...itz a whole lot of fun n so much more...n well...pluz e internet iz whole lot of shit...n u noe wad??? dinosaur lookz sho fanih in dat new haircut!!! n well yeah...i hvnt got over hym...n datz e truth...but den kn sum daez ago,got diz east view guy followed me home!!!my gawd...n hyz fren lyve at e block next 2 me...n dat guy iz sho totallie mad man!!! it freakz me out so totallie...hez a damn stalker...n dere waz diz shuper hottie!!! he sat bside me!!! n obvioslie i didnt tok 2 hym lh...tk kenal pe??? n so...puase dh start...n i'm havin a hecktik tyme man...i wan 2 change my blogskin uh...wait...till den...chiowz!!! n diz below r e 2 picz of me n ma sis b4 uz facin e damn bitchez!!!

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Top iz me n ma sis...bottom oso lh...drezz up in so full!!!

3 paperz down 6more 2 go..

heh...well hey hey hey all ma ppl! luv ya all...do tag if u lyke n my tag box iz down!bullshitz...haiya...hehe...
n well at last i got my period after a wik n half late!!!eeeiiikkk!!!n so e 3 paperz dat finish r my mly paper 1, 2 n 3...english paper 1 n 2...n blardie social studiez...pluz juz now i dropped my paper n raj help me angkat it!!! huhukz...dat iz sho cute!!!haha...juz kiddin!n den amad oso angkat 4 me my paper bile jatoh...sway sheth...i wanted hym 2 angkat...n i caught dinosaur ter sengeh2 at my direction...hahakz...well dat iz den sho cool!!!hehekz...wish it waz beta...den i had a small chat wif ain...itz sho totalie personal lh...i share too many personal stuffz wif my frenz n budz n guyz n all of dem lh...sumtymea i 4get oso lh...bcoz i hve many ppl nye probz 2 tayke care of...haiya...n den kn,i saw pilloz throwin paper at dinosaurz head man...n it waz sho fanih lh...lookz stupid sheyh...hahakz...den sittin dere waz sho much fun compared 2 my old place az dere, i am able to comunicate wif ppl not our klaz...hehekz...n well i'm tired...sho nvm lh...i'm off!!!chiowz all ma ppl!!!

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N lvl

ouh well well well ppl!!!hey hey hey...
n now 4 e bez thing i cn tell u iz dat my n lvl startz tom!!!! n OMG!!!i'm sho scared u noe!!! n nervous!!! well tom iz mly paper 1 n 2...den after dat i hve chemistry wif mdm yani wif ellah babe n nad babe!!! n hell yeah...den on tuesdae i hve lmy paper3 n ss...den on wednesdae iz english paper 1 n 2...hehe...den on thursdae i hve mathz remedial...my gawd it sho sux!!!but i got nadiah!!!yay!!!den dat2 onli lh...i nid 2 do myspace uh...hehekz...

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Well…hey hey hey all!
Ryte now,my preliemz iz over!!!!sumore,it drove me kuku! I’m so pizzed man!! All of my paperz r so hard!!! Diz n dat r all damn! D&T iz e biggest headace! I hve 2 squeeze my braincellz lh sheth! Man…diz iz waz I mean hard n tough life man….den durin my maths paper 1, conform fail nye!! Dat waz damn…den my internet uat problem!!! lgik bingit sheyh…n wow sho long I neva write ekh??? Well I miz doin so…not dat itz my hobbie lh…n e bez damn part iz dat dinosaur slalu smyle at me…pluz worst part waz wen I went home wif e basterd….n den he asked 4 patch…itz lyke….u noe i lyke sum1 else n itz hard 2 let go…n 1 of e reasonz y I lyke e song WHEN UR GONE BY AVRIL iz dat it iz so related to dat particular hym! Den went to kfc wif kassim, ema, ellah babe, aisyah, jaliah, Julie, atiqah, sakinah, faezah n pluz bonoz!!! E BITCH!!! well dat dae lh...durin my preliemz... Hahha…I made lyfe so mizarable 4 her man!!! Wohoo…she onli cud n had 2 shut up…e whole plan waz 2 make her lyfe miserable…n u noe wad?? kassim n fatimah yg ajak…n her face so totalie change…she waz lyke her face saez OMG!! DAT SLUT IZ HERE??? HOW CN DAT B???....wakakakaka…huhu…told ya Maziah iz alwaez e bez!!! N I told sum of my old secretz 2 ema n kassim…nasib dpt lepaz at e paiseh part lh sheyh! Kalu if I nid 2 explain e whole part,I wud damn cry man…I’m sho shuper shenshitive lh…well…itz natural…we hve pros n cons in everitin…haiya…I’m sho jiwang diz paz few daez…I’m hidin 4m evritin…az all gud thingz wud hve 2 cum 2 an end….i wan 2 sae or ask…but I cnt…I’ve tried my hardest…wad shal I tell??? Hu wud want 2 listen??? I wan 2 cry it all out…I reli2 nid 2…I’m tryin 2 move on but I cnt…entah lh…I’m doin evritin wif half hearted uh…mayb diz wud b a permanent thing…well…I dunoe lh…I wan 2 cry it all out 2 hym…I reli2 wan 2 do so…I muz promise myself 2 move on…itz k if it takez tyme…well obviouslie it alwaez happen kn???n I miz voi!!! Bak Amy tell me dat voi dh tk alik dh 2 minggu! N diz makez me so panicky! Last tyme wen I cry I hve voi 2 hug…he waz alwaez dere 4 me…haiya…I feel lyke adoptin a new cat lh sheyh…I dun lyke ani of e catz here…I wan black or orange cat…dat either resemblez voi or my old cat fatty! But now I hve hamster!!! Kak ail nye…n itz sho cute!!!hahakz…it resenblez my old hamie…FATTY!!! Hehek…my fav !...bt I still luv my 1 n onli STUART!!! He waz e longest hamie n beloved…he iz luved by my whole familie xcept 4 my dadie…bt sadlie he ran away 4 another wordz, he dissapered!! Dh lh…I’m sho jiwang…n kip on listenin 2 when ur gone man…kalu tk I sing dat song…muz off com…I’m so tired…sho chiowz all ma ppl!!! Luv ya all!!!

me holdin e hamie...n itz a SHE!!! Cute ryte???
e top n below pic iz her....cute ryte???n shez e bez n sho smuchy!!! i luv u baby!!!

ouhk on thursdae 23 August, i went 2 my old house n got in...n itz a illegal wae...told ellah dat at e 2nd floor, got sumtin unusual...n we took down all my glowstarz!!!n wohoo...we ate at umah mbak amy n got 2 play wif mayo n nemo...huhu...i luv both of dem!!! dey r sho cute!!! we play2 at e house hve fun den went off home...

on mondae 27th august, dinosaur smyle at me twice...n well...i cnt hide it animore...i still do luv hym n wish he wud return 2 me!!! i sho wish 4 dat....n i realised dat im sho not shuper hot n all lh....but itz juz sumtin i wish....itz juz a fantasy not a reality....n well in skul, nad n me had a fight.... newspaper fight!!! n we used sho many newspaper....den after e battle, we recycled all e paper....drew e umbrella song on ellahz table...it waz sho cute!!!n yet fanih...i failed many subjectz...i failed mathz(obviouslie!!!)....n poa.....

2dae....

n well 2 dae i failed combined humanz n combined science by 1 blardie mark!!! shtupid man!!! i pazed mly, english n D&T....failed mathz...poa....haiya...not much hapen 2dae lh...joined myspace!!!

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