Freakoholic!!!

RAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRR!!!!!
A wannab screamo!!!!
hahaks....

well...
i hve work later but came on to update for a while uh....
i just tot of updating...

n hell was i gd yesterdae...
e food i mean...
lets not get there...
its wae too much info...

n yeap!!!!!
i meet up wif huda n aqillah yesterdae...
my 2 out of 6 besties...
hahakz...
we updated each other n all...
den, we tok crap n crap...
she reli is getting married!!!!!
hahakz...
i'm soooo darm excited 2 go 2 her wedding!!!!!
eeeeeiiik!
we went to her house n all...
it was totally an army gathering i wud sae...
hahakz...
onli kite2 yg tau kn???
n i'm holding all e wedding cards...
i nid 2 pass it 2 all of dem man...
tk pe...
khairil is helping me out wif dat...
thank gawd!!!!
hahahakz...

ouhhhhk...
time for a disasterous tyme...

n 2 u old long forgotten bestie/betrayer/pretender!!!!
u hve no rights as ani other HUMAN! on earth to force sum1 to do as wad u wan!!!!
we're humans too!!!!
u noe dat???
i noe u realised dat urself...
no human in e right mind wud do dat!!!
ur jus casually being rude...
u left us a long tyme ago n here u r bck!
forcing us to lyke wad????
follow all ur commends????
HELLO!!!!
i'm older den u by 6 farked up months...
wad rights do u hve???
can i lyke tell n straight in2 ur face to fark off???
ur not invited at all!!!!
evri1 noe dat u left us sometime ago...
kalau kau dh terrase pon bagos...
i reli hope 4 e beta...
but not dis tyme...
ur just too rude a person...
n i'm not gonna do wadeva u told us to...
4get it!!!

Little Miss Basher!

hey hey hey!!!!
welcome me bck 2 my normal life ppl!!!!
Did i jus hear an applause???
yeah2... thnx ya all...

hah dh mule lh perasan lh org ni...
ouhk... i'm updating e whole world...
i m hving my off dae 2dae...
lucky me...
i hvnt had a social life 4 qyte sum tyme...
n i sort of miss it?
n i hell it miss all my babes...
be it close or not...

ouhk...
i'm venting some of my anger here...
ryte about now!!!
CAN U ALL FREAKOS!!!
STOP COPYING ME...
STOP EDDITING MY LIFE 4 ME...
N MOST IMPORTANTLY,
STOP TAKING WADS LEFT BY ME!!!!!
DAMN U ALL!!!
ouhk...
done wif it...

n so, now...
mayb i shud tell evri1 dat i'm working at ntuc fairprice at tamp...
yeah2...
laugh it all out as u like...
i don gyve a damn about it now...

n i tink, mayb i shud start writting my poems n songs bck on dis blog...
n i hope ppl wud learn 2 appreciate me....

here it goes...

REVENGE!
I'm starting it all over.
Get out of my way.
i'm crushing u all unannounced.
Its beta if u leave me dat way.

Talking all dis rot won't change a thing.
It does not matter if ur beta den me.
I've proved to the world inevitabally.
now, theres no way for u to convince dem.

Chorus:
I'm a devil without a cause.
fireflies r my light to paradise.
Yet part of me is standing there in ur crowd.
Ur a humbug dat has a misleading behaviour by bragging to win sympathy.

I became heartless n shun u aside.
Destruction became my main game.
Greeted by broken pieces of u.
Watch me closely as i become unbearable.

The best way for me to crush u.
Is that u c me climbing tall dat social ladder.
Faster den u tot i cud do.
with such pitful state ur in.

Chorus:
I'm a devil witout a cause.
Fireflies r my light to paradise.
Yet part of me still stood in ur crowd.
Ur just a humbug dat owns a misleading behaviour by bragging for sympathy.

Bridge:
Yes.. Here i go again.
Shimmering u wif my thunder.
Mesmerize u wif my glory.
That gives away courage n bravery....

BORING!!!!

hell yeah ppl!!!!

i'm getting sick n bored dis daes...

i hate going to work wen i used to b sooooo darn excited wen i first started it...

hell hell hell working...

i hated ppl hu r trying to b sarcastic wif me!!!

ouhk... off 4m work...

i juz came back 4m johore...

hell m i tired...

but hell m i hapi going there u noe???

we all played HEARTATTACK!!!

lyke small kiddos u noe???

hahahahakz...

i will miss all of these man!!!!

we all had darn loads of fun...

i ate lyke a pig also...

as u noe i'm NEVER dieting!!!

i'm now known as LITTLE MISS WOOPS...

hahahakz...

my sisters grant me dat new name...

heh...

n i miss my besties soooo dang much!!!!

i wan to mit all of u!!!!

i wan us to update all of u n u guys updating me!!!!

damn it...

i'm working tomorrow!!!

ouh man!!!!

i hate dis!!!

can i not go tmr????

haiya...

heck it...

i'm lazy already...

off i go...

Wif Lotza Luv Hugs N Kisses...

Maziah Rose Loveliewit Basher...

(Maziah Binte Mohamed Bashir)...

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My Uber Bz Life

Hey hey hey ya all!!!!

it has been some tyme since i updated... hell yeah i miss blogging n all... due to e fact dat my o's made me a z n fat person... eat study slip eat study slip...datz all i eva do... how monotonous ryte??? wakakaka...

n so, now dat my o's r finally over, i tink i'm over e moon... but i highly doubt sooo.... i'm gonna have a bz tyme after diz.. i'm gonna start working.... at where u sae??? i'm not telling... onli my bezties noe... hahakz... i would also b having a camp at tp... itz a 3 daes dae camp... i'm going wif nadiah.. 1 of my bestiez... n i hope we wud have a rocking hell fun dere!!! wooootz!!! yeah... qyte sad uh... bcoz, i'm soooo gonna b darn tired!!! but, i heart camps... hahakz...

but bez part of my life iz dat, i've FINALLY!!! graduate 4m damai secondary school... yesh uh!!! n hell e other bez part iz dat i don nid 2 hear ani more of others bitching bout me... u noe hu u r... don nid 2 mention... n yeah all u sluts..whores..n basterds (those hu r uber kpo!) get off my case... i soooo despise u all n please shoooo off... none of ur business tau! datz e v last part i'll ever tok bout dem... dh got nothing 2 do wif all of dem...

B4 i 4get , i wud lyke 2 wish 2 of e ppl i noe... MHD DZULKHALIF BIN ZAINAL for hyz 17th burfdae.. N MHD MANAF for his 19th burfdae... u 2 r a year older n more handsome... hahakz... wish u all e best in wadeva u do... n also don 4get to take good care of urself n e ppl arnd u... hapi burfdae u guys...

dat all 4 my short update of e dae... be bck soon!!!
toodles hugs n kisses...
wif luv...
Maziah Rose Loveliwit Basher...
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[Maybe] Last Update...

hey hey hey ya all!!!!

i miss blogging allot... just that i have been very very busy lately... my prelims are on... after the september holidays that is... and i really really hate it... i have'nt studied a single farked up thing at all... then after prelims, two weeks, my o level!!!! argh!!!! i hate thinking about it uh.. it gives me much illness i guess... fell sick alot of times this year... it is the first time i fell sooooo sick after sooooo long...

stop with the stupid farked up exams... n lets start with more happiness!!!!

and so, i went out with aqillz and nad... to ehub! that is... came late WITH REASON kay!?!?!? n yeah eventhough it was a short time, i enjoyed it much with them... the funny people in my life... and i swear the youghurt was stuck to my stomach... it was dang deli!!!! hahakz...

also, i met up with HYM... went over to his house... and guess what?!?!?! I FELL ASLEEP!!!! ARGH!!!! IT WAS SOOOO ENBARESSING!!! really was... but he did'nt mind... because why??? he also slept... smart people we are.. supposed to be talking and taking a break before the fasting month, but we did'nt... dang... i used to lothe HYM some time ago... but now, see where it ended up??? we being close to each other again... joke aside people!!! damn/dang!!!!

as known to the whole world, it is the fasting month now... and i was unable to fast for the past 3 daez!!!! dah aku utang 3 hari!!! bohoooo... yeah... nvm... it happens to all gurls... what can i do right???

and so, here is a very lame song i wrote some years ago... back then in my immature days...

STREET SONG FOR HYM...
How was it, as it is for you
That we met each other
Thought that you knew
Love at first sight
Actually do exist..

I went up upon
The street that we met
It went through my head
Like a tape.... Rewining...

Its a crazy crazy thing
That we met along the street
Its a funny funny thing
That we each ate a sweet
Its such a huge coincidence
when we fell for each other...

Now we are together
We thought of the future
Wedding gowns and diamond rings
Family planning
From children to grandkids
Oh Gawsh!

Its a crazy crazy thing
That we met along he street
Its a funny funny thing
That we each ate a sweet
Its such a huge coincidence
When we fell for each other....


lame yeah i know... how long ago was it??? primary school days??? i'll type out other on other days... in random lah...

till then... chiows ya all!!!

e pixcies r in!!!

As i've promised ya all...
here r e picxies... sori did'nt send it 2 all of u... juz grab it yaw??? heartz ya all...
ouhk diz pic of azizan n me... heh...she waz totally not ready and all... i just snapped the picture at the time that i was ready... yeah2 whatever... damn ryte u are... the bitch i am...
well, the gun was not supposed to be pointed towards me... but out of no where, there it was... me n tan ah pek... tan whye kit lah...
me and chunag kai the partnerz of the day... well, apparently, we are both in chinese.. and it was apporate for me to say that...
and please hold the applause... this is the guy i call hotshot... apparently, i started calling hym that like in may or something? yeah i guess around there.. he iz hot in person... no doubt...
toilet main pose! hearts the thing on my hair... nice right???

nora n chuang kai... the chinese and the indian... like how i was made... huge sighs...
me n morton... that is what i call him all the time... habitual...
taken using the timer which to my fullest attention, was a pretty rough picture...
again 2nd toilet pose...
3rd toilet pose... i am getting tired of this!!!

the guyz pic... uhm... forget the unseen ouhk u guyz... from top to bottom from left to right... koh chuang kai... quek wei thong.... amirul khairi... abdul rahman... brian oh aka hotshot... thien twee dee... tan whye kit... mhd iqmal nordin...
my malay class... faizahs hand was indicating to people who can help us take the photos...
the almost complete photo... left in red is mdm yani... middle in white is cikgu nordini...
same as previous but with a smug on someones face...
ouhk... my face looks real round in this picture not matching with the eyes... hah..

the chongsam that i have not iron yet... glamour u say??? i doubt so...
the ring collection!!! i display only four of them for all of you....
this i present to all of you... nicko... the chubby cute cat i hearts... he's sleeping in a box where a shoe was there...
this is blackie my new abopted kittie cum cat i guess...it looks exactally like voi onli smaller in size and it soes not have white spots on its belly...
again a close up of nicko sleeping...

and that is all the pictures part...

my prelimz is like in 12 more days counting today... crappy it is... then, my o levels is in 68 more days counting as of today... tis is giving me panic attacks [like as if i have those] but not to worry gurl... i'm giving all my best right now at this point of time when you might say its too late... but i am putting my best...

just had a small so called misunderstanding wif my guy best friend... what can i do when there is a whore whose mouth is as huge as her knee i guess... and i do not i tell you appreciate people backstabbing me... i will take my revenge... put all the blame on yourself best friend... its not worth...

and so, my crappiest day of my life was yesterdae... i do not wish to mention about this... my heart aces... it was a double blow for me... rather it was it seems... many cried...

i have sooooo many tests chopping its way up... i have both physics and chemistry tomorrow... friday i have maths paper one... damn... i'm shattered again...

i really have to say this out... i am sick and tired of people being in my absence... you people just plainly have no rights to ruin my mood, pride, ego and whatever!!! all of you are pissing me off.. be it foe or friend... hear that??? do feel it now!!!

i'm famished... i need a long break... more d&t comming up...

till then...

Maziah Rose Loveliehit Basher...[hah!]

little update

ouhk2... hey hey hey all e ppl dere...

well, i'm updating onli 4 a little...

i've been v bz latelie... yeah.. i'm gonna gyve so called tuition... yeah i noe... soundz lyke a miricle maziah iz going thru... haiya... but nvm... not dat i'm perfect...get it over n done wif...

oso,i had my racial harmony n wud pos all e pics soon...a small update 4 now kay???sumhow, i don eva tink i'll b mitting up wif hym animore... i caught all e buz 21 but den, none of dem concist hym!!!! damn... geram sheyh...nvm2... 4get it... waDz past iz past...

so,momie n daddie at johore n i'm here... ouh ya b4 i 4get, HAPI JOYOUS 17TH BURFDAE 2 MY BESTIE BABE AQILLAH SUKEMAKAN!!!!wow...yesterdae uh...

DEN,i guess o lvls a big ting... much 2 learn n all.. v shocking dat sumhow, we started 2 b closer... i mean me n my hotshot... cool huh???me n ting2 oso...

den kn, we hve a mly lakonan on tues... n yeah i m v nervous... i;m damn e lembage cum a narrator... hahakz... yeah ryte... oso, we hve an outcast in our group.. my group memberz r Norazizan, Shuhadah, Nadiah n nabilah... datz all of uz... me az lembaga... nora az nora.... Shuhadah az ustaz n azli... Nadiah az maman n narrator oso... n nabilah az ningseh...hahakz... datz all of uz...

n our jln cerita iz lyke at last nora n e lembaga die... den left azli n e son bhind... hahakz... cite mepek tau... e doing sum exorcism.... hahakz... seram tol2... eeeeekkkkzzzz.... walau2...

ouhk luh... i'm tired uh... chiowz...

tootie tootie!!!

hey hey hey ya all...
itz been a long tyme... shudn't hve left u... without a doubt... hahakz... wadeva...
ouhk2... well, at last...officallie on 6th of June, i've turned 17 at last!!! wohooooo... not bad huh??? i did not take pics of all my prezzie... trlupe uh... oso i'm lazy 2 put it up... hve 2 upload n all... wad a freakish job... hahakz... but i enjoyed myself much... had dnt u noe on dat dae??? man... waz simply e worst thing on my list of my burfdae u noe??? gawd damn...
n yeah... i start to hate dat particular hym n lke another i'll call hym... mr ite 21 ouhk ppl??? so u noe hu i'm writting bout... n i soooo m havin a crush on hym!!! hehehkz... i noe it soundz lame n all... but i tend 2 hve crushes on guyz older den me!!! ouh gawd!!! i'm in deep trouble!!!

Diz pic waz taken wen we had our learning journey on e 31st of march or wad... tk engat uh... me, azizan, jian hui n chuang kai... hahahkz... wif e stupid thing on top... datz chang jiaz hand...
ouhk... i went posing all myself... yeap fav past tyme... both by myself... eeeyyyeewwww... boring posing sendiri tau!!!

ouhk... laugh all u wan on both e pics... posing 4 fun... in my jim jamz... lookz 2 awfull... but fark it... i do wad i wanna do... no1 iz dere 2 stop me... n thnx kak didi 4 taking diz damn picz!

ouhk... diz waz my burfdae pack food... most of e food gone alreadie... so left all of diz... n in my stomach e rest luh... sedap tau... kfc wif burger king n macz!
diz r my 2 crazy yet lavelie hammiez... baby n saphire...
ouhk... e front 1 iz baby... n dat red thing u c??? datz babi... my babyz baby... wen it waz a dae yearz old... eeee... lookz disgusting ryte???
ouhk... diz iz babi after 10 daez or sooo... i tink... but it lookz cute ryte noe??? waz changing e cage wen doing diz... babi all alone wifout baby or saphire...

diz waz taken during e ne learning journey... c dat?? pasir riz park... hahahaha...
my burfdae pitzaz ppl... diz 1 iz e barbacue 1...

n diz 1 iz e hawaian 1...
e squirel cute kn??? me n nad waz lyke crazy ppl wen we saw it!!! hahakz... cute nah uh...

e singapore flyer... hahahkz... berangan nk naek katekn??? i'm afraid of heightz ppl... datz y i'm not interested uh...

e mini merlion...
e flyer in miniature size...

e nice chocolate building dat i wanted 2 gobble up... lyke in e cadbury advertisment uh...

n dat waz all e pics part... i did not take all e pics of my prezzie uh... malas uh... juz kip it jek luh...

i didgain weight i guess... n waisted much money at arcade uh ppl... man wad e hell... changed e song... 2 e bez damn thing by avril lagvine.. i miss mr ite 21 alreadie uh... ouh gawd... i'm a terrible bithch now... i guess... n wen i went out e other dae, i clashed wif basterd dino... i felt lyke slapping hyz face but i decided not 2 do it in public uh... so i save it 4 sum other tyme uh...

ouhk... i'm tited... i need a rest man ppl... c u all... till den...

U!! Sick Dere Up In Ur Brain...

ouhk... not in total gud mood ryte now...
i've been overlie excessivelie eating... n yeah... i ate lyke soooo many packetz of switz... chocoz... n cookies... dat i got diz bad sore throat all thnx 2 diz foodz luh... i tink i'm getting fatter uh... i've gained lyke 2 kg in e past month or so... yeah.. mad i noe... i tink dat diz actz az a warning of me getting depressed.. worked up... farked up... stressed... over persuative... hyper active... n so on n so forth.. yeah2.. wadeva...i'm criuzlie insane... all due 2 gud work of dat particular hym... n so, my o lvl malay.. IZ DIZ CUMMIN MONDAY!!! whoa.. i'm damn nervous... i'll neva achieve an A u noe?? mayb onli a B i guess... i waz neva a top malay pupil in e 1st place... itz totallie physco... i m onli good in peribahasa n oso bahagian C... ouhk... damn... i'm not good at writtin letterz n compo in malay ppl... i got off malay all thankz 2 nadiah... hu improves my english 4 me... but my malay decreased dae by dae u noe?? yeah damn...

n diz part, itz all bout dat particular hym... ouhk.. i've officiallie discussed wif 2 of hyz fren dat 1 iz oso my fren luh.. told dem e story... n also got snucked up in tearz... ouhk fyne... i'm not stable latelie... wif it all crumbling down after me... wad not?? den, i tried my v best 2 make dem help me... i do not wanna b stuck wif hym 4 e rest of my lyfe ppl!!! n yeah i m ashamed of myself 4 layan kan wadeva he said... yeah2.. call me stupid wadeva... i'm not interested 2 noe... n oso, dey vow 2 me 2 help me get az much info az possible pluz 2 help me by being on my side wen trouble cumz... i reli appreciate wad u 2 r doing 4 me tho... thankz... n yeah i waz criuz wen i told dem i totallie did not wan 2 do DAT!!! n yeah... i tink ur suggestion waz gud... 2 make hym suffer.. feel how it waz lyke wen it cumz 2 hurting e other... i reli2 nid 2 b harsh diz tyme... n oso, own up 2 hym dat i'm attached oredie.. pluz, i tink kn, dat iz a gud idea... nif he duz not believe, i'm gonna open a new topic... lyke telling hym hu e hell waz dat other gurl u neva mention 2 me... yeah i noe... BITCH... well i admit i am 1 ryte?? n yeah my defination of bitch iz a lil different 4m most of u... not if ur my besties... u noe e real meaning bhind dat word... n we, call each other bitch ryte?? hahakz... n bck 2 e topic... i'm not gyvi in diz tyme... i'm gonna stand up n crush hym dead all over again... itz ouk 2 lost a lahabau rather den wad i uphold all diz while ryte??? hahakz...
ouhk2 i'm done here... till next tyme...

wow..gorgeous..

hehe... hey hey hey ya all... itz been a long tyme since i posted up tingz uh... miss doing sooo often man... n yeah below iz e pics wen me nad n zizi want out... sori u guyz 4 e super late post up... grab it all here ouhk??? thnx....
ouhk.. e shades babez?? yeah.. well we both luv shades n e scenery waz supposed 2 b sentosa at e bck luh sheyh... but sadlie, i covered up it wif my head...
i luv e background ppl!!! me n azizan took e pic b4 we went down in2 e water!!! n hell... waz it fun.. hahakz...

me n zizan at e mrt station b4 nadiah vame n b4 we took off... hahakz...
nad after arriving dere wif her hair all messed up n not wearing specs.. cool huh?? nora n den.... ME...
ouhk... diz waz taken lyke by nora... her aiming waz qyte bad luh sheyh.. she onli shot a lil of her face n me n nad were in full... i luv diz place...
me n nora... i juz luv 2 sentosa but sadlie, itz under renovation uh... so, we did not get 2 c e full sentosa luh...
n i wanted 2 word sentosa luh.. but tk dpt kn?? bot e bridge iz dere... so iz e monorail... so it e cable car pe??? so no worriez...

in e mrt we took our reflection... i luv posing wif her... but den kn, i waz not sure y suddenlie nadiah did not waz 2 take pic wif uz... but... fark it...
me n nora nyer reflection... at outram mrt station b4 e train arrives 2 pasir riz...
diz 1 gg tok it 4 me... sori bout e bra strap... tk prasan uh.. n u c a hand at e right corner?? yeah... it belongz 2 nadiah aljoint!!! n diz waz takrn at harbour front mrt station b4 we took e train 2 outram...
ouhk... doz diz cookie lookz delicious 2 u??? yeah... waz baked by my sister hilly...itz cornflakes cookies...

hahahaha.... nora iz a dinosaur wif lotz of imagination... n wen she fartz u beta run coz shez a huge obession... hahaha... she luvs barney too...
n all diz below pics r all of at e vivo luh... i juz snap it 4 fun n laughter peace n joy...
c wad i'm pointing 2??? yeah... it lyke fell uh... not in proper shape...

hahahaha... nora!!!!

n datz all 4 e pics part... n i most memoriable thing waz e went up e elavator n down e escalator... our secret joke ryte u guyz??? ahakz... meant 2 b kept quiet...

ouhk...ever since i apologyze 2 hym, we r lyke fyne ryte now... n yeah i tink i went overboard uh... but it doz not matter waz not known duz not hurt ani1 ryte??? me n hym r lyke husband n wife u noe??? 24/7 msg.... den msg ade yg bkn2 luh... ade yg if u c, u'll bury me alive man... hahakz... but fark it... i decided 2 move on n luv sum1 else... tyme 4 me 2 brush up on my love lyfe ppl... blind dating tyme!!! n more bout it... he called me syg... n while i waz watchin movie, die pon msg...n so, lyn hym jek luh... n we tok dirty ppl... mad yeah i noe... but don interfear in my buisness... i n hym r lyke reli2 in2 making up man... n yeah... we reli2 did it soooo.... hahakz... sumtymez, it juz takes sum tyme 4 uz 2 realise dat we nid 2 do it man... i luv SNOGGING!!!! hahakz... my fav activity of e year... yeah2...

ouhk... i hate diz part... u noe, my fren khairil waz lyke caught playing card at e void deck wif dat hym n sum otherz... n e verdict iz tom... man... diz suckz... but i noe he wud stay strong no matter wad happens!!!

n my resultz r lyke farked up... wen my daddie c e report book, i tink hiz gonna kill me man... wow... damn... we had lyke intensive malay 2 prepare uz 4 our monday o lvl malay paper... wow... damn... itz lyke a total disaster... woooooo..... i'm lyke hating diz all 4 all i care!!!

n e bad newz iz dat, i took off my 2nd piercing... u wanna noe wad happen??? well, it bled lyke fark man.. u shud hve seen it... it waz all over me... on my pillow... bed... my clothe... n i waz lyke sooo scarie luh sheyh... i made a hard decision 2 close it... e blood shook me off...no other choice...

i have lyke d&t during e 1st 2 weekz of june holz... lyke usual... 8a.m to 5p.m... mcm keje ekh g2??? hahakz... den, i oso hve extended programme 4 lyke a week... man wad a disaster luh... n i'm working after dat... in criuz need of cash uh... well, understang it...

n yay!!!! DAVID COOK WON AMERICAN IDOL BABEZ!!! haahaha... hu eva support david a, tooooo bad... hahaha...

n i alreadie feel lyke i'm in a total rush 2 c hym... snog hym n also do wadeva i wan... but also, i wish tom we got uyh campaign luh sheth... i luv dat part of my lyfe most... hahakz... n oso, i wan much more den wad i hve... hehekz... counting down e daez of my burfdae... itz lyke in 15 daez tyme, i'm turning 17!!! ppl... hahakz... ouhk2... enuf... i'm tied luh sheyh... next tyme jek lu uh??? a long post dat waz... hahakz... i luv diz... chiowz!!! till den all of u...