The Gud n Bad Deedz...

hey hey hey ya all... diz iz a criuz matter.. so do read..

1st of all, i wud lyke 2 hve sum tokinz bout Aniqah... well ouhk.. thnx Aniqah 4 helping Azizan dat dae during pe... i reli appreciate dat u helped her even doe she waz e 1 hu told me.. bhind evri bad dere iz a gud too.. so sumhow, i understand diz part.. my point of view n evritin else change again bout u.. pluz, i hve 2 admit.. evendoe u r qyte irritaiting(evri 1 iz 2 at sum point of tyme) derez diz part of u i still appreciate... thnx 2 Azizan 4 informing me bout diz dat made me change my totz bout u.. n pluz, u said ur thnx wen u got e surat khabar 4m me.. i c it now sumhow sumtin bad broke uz n den sumtin gud made uz frenz again i guess.. n bout dat Lukman, i guess i'm ryte all along... he juz tries 2 break e whole world apart.. dumb of me 2 trust dat basterd.. no1 2 blame it on if itz not me of not cing it 4m e beginin.. shud hve heed ur advise in e 1st place..

2ndlie, diz iz dedicated 2 FARKER LUKMAN!!! i hve no more of ani sort of buisness wif u.. so wadeva it iz thnx 2 my great fren 4 informing me dat basterd wrote my name dere.. ouh ya.. u wanna noe y i placed dat i'm fine wif u calling me a bitch?? well, my defination of bitch iz sum1 hu iz confident, greatful, nice, sweet, strong, soul mate n all doze gud tingz.. sori 2 dissapoint u!! hah!! take dat basterd.. i no longer care of wad sort u wanna sae az u hve no farking impact on my lyfe.. hah.. u r juz a fagment of my past.. no biggie.. n bcoz of u, i had 2 fight wif Aniqah which i hated soooo farking much az u distroyed our frenship u noe dat?? damn u.. n if u wanna call 4 a fight... i don mind.. i'll bash u up lyke how i bashed sum1 up previouslie.. do rmbr dat.. i'm readie 4 dat..

bout diz, i wud end it here az i no longer wanna tok much az my practical exam iz tom n i wanna study.. no longer miss goodie 2 shoez!!!

another phrase of lyfe...

hey hey heeeeekkkkk!!!!

i tink i'm crazy luh ppl.. sumtymez kn, i am damn hapi u noe... n sumtymez, i get pizzed n tok shit n eff ppl up n down.. all doze tootz... datz wad ppl call period mood swing... but i hve not yet get my period 4 diz month tau... kiwak babe... ade phm??? den i had a wonderfull tyme juz now... yeah ryte after my paper juz now... ouh ya b4 i 4get, i have given 2 ppl new namez... namelie, white n black whore... duh!!!! me n my namingz luh uh... i juz tnd 2 enjoy evri moment of my lyfe calling dem dat... it juz feelz sooo good satnding up tall ppl!!! man i luv u guyz...

ouhk i tell u bout 2dae kay??? i went out wif my outtermost mad babe ever... miss spastic of e year 2008... tk mu marah yaw babe??? but u really waz mad ryte??? lyke sum physco!!! hah!!! den we 1stlie wen we mit, we go eat2... den after eat2 we go shit2... tk luh... we went to look arnd 4 tingz... den we pollished our perlinis.. den we withdarw... den we buy our gurlie stuffz... so dere waz derick arnd... we tok bullcrap/shit man... n lotz of it... saw many2 ppl n all... n u wanna noe wad??? nas noe hu dat guy hu livez above me n hu hve sumtin wif me luh!!! ppl!!! i paiseh u noe??? hah!!! diz iz sooo effing lame luh... but hu cares??? tingz wud turn out either good or bad pe??? n juz now pat tamp at waltsons, we saw hamizah n oso nabilah... den dey sae ekh drng sebok seyh... WTF??? to none of their buisness pe??? dey do not own e waltsons pe??? n dere waz irah n her fren... den wen miza saw her, she panic luh sheyh... WTH??? haha.. lame giler shak!! come on luh whore...den we namelie, babe.. me.. derick.. n nas.. walked over 2 my house... babe tk masok pzl she waz shy.. so tk puh luh... den she waz hungry.. so i went in2 my house n gother sum food!!! she ate up den done... tok2 abit wif dem all pat e pondok behind my house... den saw momie den rushed 2 her dey rushed off n den done... but it waz much more dramatic uh actuallie luh... tk kan all e detailz nk letak kn?? hah...
i tink i'n done... so datz all... chiowz beta belloz!!!

e rebbles...

hehekz.... hey hey hey ya all... dh lame tk update my blog... evendoe itz juz a few daez...

ouhk... i've not been up 2 sumtin bad or anitin... allz good iz good... n so, wad i wanted waz a hapi2 dae... datz all... n 2dae waz a damn disaster luh... i had 2 test 2dae... one after another tau... 1st waz my mathz test... damn... i hate it n lyke duh i wud fail luh... heh... lyke usual luh... den i had chem test!!! n i surelie flunk bcoz no1: i waz not prepared 4 e test... no2: i 4got e formula last min!!! no3: i had no mood 2 do... u wanna noe y??? my period iz rether sorta late now... i donnue y luh... but hu carez??? i'm still in e ryte mind n all ryte now... so fark it luh...

den i hve diz part dedicated 2 Hally Babe...
BABE... I JUZ WANTED 2 TELL U IN PERSON BUT I DO NOT NOE IF I WUD B ABLE 2... NOT DAT I'M DYING OR SUMTIN... ITZ JUZ DAT WE DON OFTEN MIT... AZ I MIT UP WIF E OTHERZ MORE OFTEN... N HERE IT GOES... 1STLIE, WEN WE MIT UP... WE R LOST IN SUM OTHER WORLD... U IN URZ N ME IN MINE... WELL, I NOE... N SUMHOW I DON GET 2 FINISH UP MY TALKIN N DERE U WENT OFF... IT JUZ STINKZ 2 ALL I CARE... WAD I WANTED WAZ UZ 2 SIT N CATCH UP ON OTHERZ STUFFZ N ALL... NOT TOK 2 E REST OF DEM... NOT DAT I'M SICK OF DEM BUT I JUZ PREFER E 2 OF UZ... TELL ME... WEN WAZ E LAST TYME U N ME SAT 2GETHER N TOK CRAP N ALL??? I MISS ALL THOSE TYMEZ... I HOPE WE CN MIT N SIT DOWN N WALK N TOK N EAT N ALL OF DAT LUH... JUZ LYKE MY DREAM WAZ LYKE... I HOPE U GET 2 READ DIZ...

den n so, i waz out n bout e other dae... n i bumped in2 sum basterd... i saw hym... gave hym a i-saw-u-b4-but-den-i-don-care face... so datz wad i did in all... i juz passed by hym... itz all history ppl!!! so i'm moving on... i ate imposterz!!! so i did tingz my wae... dat waz how sad i waz... i hve 2 find a replacement no matter wad!!!

ouhk ppl... i tink my fingerz r aching... so till den... datz all... chiowz!!!

e worries...

ouhk herez e deal... beeing thru much latelie... dere r 2 partz 2 diz cite which involves 2 different ppl...

n heres e 1st 1...
after mittin sum1, i had an emergenency call 4m 1 of my dearest kakak... she told me 2 mit her near my house dere... n so i said ouh az usual luh... i don mind sparing sum tyme 4 otherz... den wen e news came in2 my earz after sumtyme, den it registers in2 my brains... i juz did not noe y i cnt accept it... well... i shud sae e problem but not e persons name...(akak if u r reading diz, i m sori... i had 2 post diz up 4 ur well being sake...) actallie, she told me she waz expecting... waz supposed 2 b gud newz but not wen ur not married ryte??? so i waz too shocked dat i did not noe wad 2 do n sae n act... i jus suggested 2 her dat itz bez if she tell her parentz... but choose e ryte tyming luh... matb after dinner??? she wanted 2 run away 4m home... shez 20 diz year... old enuf 2 tink... so i asked her if e so called father of diz child noez bout it... den she said no... so i went to teman her 2 mit hym... wen he arrived, i left... i did not want to noe ani other details unless needed... she msg me in e morn n told me dat e guy wud take responsibility n wud marry her... i hope itz real...

den e 2nd part...
u wanna noe sumtin??? itz been 5 yearz since i saw ani of my guy frenz cry... n i came 2 hyz aid... bcoz at 1st mmng i had 2 mit hym 2 pass hym bck hyz stuffz... well, he waz an ex... n wen he met me,he did not look 2 gud... so i asked... hyz eyez suddenlie bcame waterie... i told hym itz ouhk 2 cry... i wud not laugh... ppl r meant 2 hve emotions... feelingz... so itz normal 2 me... he explained 2 me in dat sobberie state... i huged hym... sumtymes it acts az a medicine... i find it hard 2 belief wad he told me... i cnt help but cry 2... it waz 2 heart warming... i had 2 hold hym tyte so dat i do not lost my balance... i wish gawd was not dat harsh on ppl hu eva did a mistake... i don tink i wanna share e cause of hym cryin... bcoz if i type it, i 2 wud cry... man... diz hurtz 2 c yet feel...

i juz don hve e mood diz daez... my musle tore den im overeating again... so diz waz e reason bhind my behaviour latelie... i reli wish dat sumhow gawd wud lead n show den both e wae...

to dat, i tank u all 4 e support ani wae or e other in helping me solve both matterz evendoe it wud stay in our heartz 4eva...

well, hey hey hey ya all... i juz tot of updating uh... n placing all e pics up az promised on my previous post??? haha... most do look stopid but don mind it at all kay??

e top n bottom r e cakez that my sister recieved on her burfdae n ate it all at her skul wif all e bunch of frenz she has luh... but veva e less, shez been sooo kind 2 bring home another cake... n yeah... it gimmies me 2 e core... haha... e top iz e choco cake while e bottom 1 iz a choce strawberry cake wif HAMTARO!!! haha... my sis iz still childish too... haha...

yeah i noe... i look super e darn e awfull i diz pic... i hate flashes u noe!!! o waz tested on by my sis after she had passed her test on 1st aid uh... haha...
ouhk... diz 1 i m sooo damn shy 2 sae uh... but nvm... i waz digging my ear az obviouslie, it waz itchy!!! datz wen e slumber face came on!!! ahahaha...
not ezplainable 4 e pics luh... 1stlie, she tested on my armz... den now on my knee... man... wad a physco sister...

all diz pics r all my work of perasan uh... posing here... den dere... lyke dere waz no other thing 2 post 4 uh... katekn mundane kn??? haha...


n diz iz my leg being bandaged all thankz 2 my sister luh... dat smartie pantz!!!

n so... i wanna babble bout 2 dae... ouhk 1stlie, i waz lyke havin oral ryte??? n wow i waz damn nervous at dat point of tyme u noe... but wen i sat in front of her, i started 2 enjoy it... man... i'm reli odd diz daez... actuallie kn, i tok bout sum stuffz wif nad... n now we r fyne... juz a simple missunderstanding jek luh... haiya... hahakz... how awful... 4 me 2 hve sumhow miss judged nadiah... but thankfullie itz fyne now... den ryte, in e morn i did not noe y, i juz shouted out at nadiah... az she said sumtin wrong... but i appologyzes after dat... so no more cold war btween uz 2... den i went out 2 bedok wif gg babe... i bought my stuffz n she bought herz... haha... lyke usual... den i waz in e buz, i saw retardered... n i waz damn shocked uh... semakin hari, he semakin hot uh... but hu carez uh... itz juz all e past... den, i did not do much... so i went home... but i miss dem all alreadie... n all e laughters... but u noe sumtin??? azizan established her own adoption center... NORA ADOPTION CENTER!!!! haha... dat all... till den...

What Maziah Binte Mohamed Bashir Means

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience. You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along. But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous. You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things. Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

My lepz...

well... ouhk2... hey hey hey ya all... haha been sumtyme since i posted up sumtin...

ouhk... actuallie kn, i wanna post up sum picz n all u noe... tpi kn... e cam iz wif my sis hilyah uh... kalu tk kn, u guyz get 2 c sum stopid picturez of me being bandaged uh... aaahahahaha... ni luh... blaja 4m dem... their fault uh ni... damn drng uh... sheesh... pluz b4 i 4get, CONGRATZ 2 KAK AIL 4 PASSING HER FIRST FIRST AID TEST N OBTAINED IT AT DAT MOMENT!!! padahal itz been sum daez ago luh sheyh... haha... lyke effing real luh sheyh aku... haha... u big fark!!!

ouhk2... juz now kn, i lepz wif my abgz n kakakz... namelie ira... Daya... n Amy... 4 e kakakz section... 4 abgz... itz Ace... ayam... kecik... n sum otherz yg i donnoe... sum kakakz oso tk kenal uh... but tk puh... bbul2 ngn drng jek uh... tk mati pe??? den we were damn e kecohrablez luh sheyh... except 4 e gay partner... maen psp jek... lyke derez no1 arnd dem... we were super uber noisey luh sheyh... mcm org giler... i reli tink dat dey r e bez ppl i eva noe... soooo lyke doze my type of frenz... yg tk basterdkn member... side member... n oso console member wen needed... i wish i waz their klazmatez ke pe sheyh... i juz wish my real fren r alwaez dere 4 me... not lyke e fake 1s i hve... damn... i had such a gud laugh after sooo farking long... my so called frenz hve forgotten me sumhow... n i trusted e wrong ppl... i'm juz sooo sad... i cnt possibly do anitin ryte now... i'm too tired... i'm alreadie in a few warz... n now i've gotta add e burden of my so called frenz... man... peace iz difficult 2 find... but fark it... 4get it uh... e more i tink of it, e more i tink ppl r lying 2 me n al.. alah... buat bodo sudah... makez me sick onli tink of diz all...

den kan aqillah... sori tau babe aku tk g umpe kau... aku g umpe kakakz n abgz aku uh... lgik2, u juz msged me n told me ur tymetable change uh... mayb fridae??? pzl i dun hve animore cca uh.. dh stand down dh... so we can mit up n get updatez 4m each other... pluz i'm sick of cing e slutz faces uh... damn irritaiting... lgik2 u noe hu??? haiya... wen we mit ouhk babe??? aku tell kau all... n u can tell me all e rest dat u tink iz necessary ekh??? hahakz.. luv ya too babe...

n den kn, juz now in skul, HAPI 18th BURFDAE IQMAL... kau tau ke tk, tk puh uh... haha... den durin chem, we had a practical mock exam... n it waz qyte tough luh sheyh... den after dat, i had engilsh... at last sicktoe come.. he waz hospitalized az he had high blood pressure uh... a week off skul 4 hym... den kn, i had 2 do e speach out loud n proud... well, bnyk org tk pecaye it waz my voice... ouhk i admit... i hve a cute voice on phone... n i m damn shy wen ppl get 2 noe it... damn... haiya... uh... fark it uh...

dh luh... i'm sooo tired of typing... pluz i cnt use e com 4 too long uh... aha... sooo till dem ya al.. peace!!!

e Frust...

ouhk... i'm sooo damn not hapi now... i juz cnt accept wadeva waz being told 2 me...

wad hapen waz, we went 2 go n eat at KFC... (e we r me, gg n nor)... i saw my saudare... datz a different part uh... well, wad actuallie happen waz dat, we oreadie bought our food n waz readie to eat our mealz... suddenlie nors phone rang... n so, she angkat luh... n she tok n tok 4 lyke wad??? 2o mins or so... i waz 3/4 done wif my meal by den... she still hvnt started eating yet... but i did not ask hu luh... i tot of it being qyte a sensitive subject kn??? especially wen it cumz 2 family... well, i am sensitive bout my family.... well, lyke duh... den i suspected it 2 b her mother uh... panjang... long draggie... juz lyke my mommie... hah... den, she started eating... after the phone waz put down uh... she said dat her mommie juz put down e phone on her... so den... wadeva... after our meal, we bought munchie donut... my fav food... haha... we took qyte long at e shop uh... az wad i knew uh... den while seperating e stuffz i mean e donut, we took qyte long at dat... gg told nor 2 go off 1st takot she lmbt kn??? den we seperated e donut uh... after dat, i went 2 e interchange uh... i saw nor at a distance... wanted 2 catch up 2 her but den, i waz too late uh.. i lost sight of her... den i go naek buz uh home... den in e buz, my phone vibrated lyke fark... at first it waz nor uh... but den, wen i wanna pick up, it died... so nvm... den gg koled me 2 warn dat abg nor koled her... sooo, i waz ouhk... den my 2nd line waz vibrating... i had 2 put down on gg n pick up norz kol... i waz fully expecting norz bro... n yeah dere he waz... farking demanding... den he juz barked in2 my earz... i do not lyke ppl hu do not introduce demself n juz bark in2 my earz... dat waz wad i told hym... he waz an effing arse hole... den kn, i tok 2 hym v rudelie az he waz disrupting my peace wif my song!!! i reli hate dat... n he got dat effing 4m hym... den he told me dat he waz e 1 hu took e report book wif nor during e parentz teacher meeting... n den he said dat dere were much underlining in her book... while i told hym dat i do not hve anitin 2 do wif it... we juz bcame fren... den he waz lyke ouhk... den i sae dat i pass evri farking subject!!! so he had 2 shift subject... farking born coward... den sae dat hu ajak nor out??? b4 i answer, he sae dat she muz at least ask 4 her parentz or guardianz concent kalu nk kuar ke pape... wad fark eva.... den i sae i'm not doze type of pompan tepi jln n those hu kuar mlm... n he had 2 shut up... n den he sae dat he onli allow nor 2 make frenz wif we 3 onli... WTF??? wadfarking eva luh... den after dat he said bye n i jawab mm.. onli dat.. n kaboom... conversation over...

but i pity n dun pity nor at e same tyme... she in e 1st place did not tell uz bout dat... how were we supposed 2 noe ryte??? i'm not an asterlogist pe??? so itz her fault in dat wae... we did not force her out... juz askin if she wan 2 go not??? den she waz damn xcited 2 do so az she wanna go n eat at KFC... damn sucker rusker ppl... worst of all, she n me were not DAT close pe??? she neva knew how 2 respect me pe??? pluz she n nadiah can alwaez make fun n all of me but i dun care... i juz cnt b bothered n all... she can do dat 2 me n i can do dat 2 her... n nadiahz e other effing toot... she luv 2 laugh at ppl wen we get markz lower den her... i neva did laugh at ppl man... datz v rude... so since shez doing so, i'm gonna do it too...i do tingz my own wae!!!
but i do pity her 2 a small xtent pzl she my fren too ryte?? so sumhow waz qyte our fault not asking her y n all.. if we did, at least we would rush her home...

n outside skul, i saw dat damn basterd!!! i felt lyke going down dere n eff hym man... such an arse hole... i m neva gonna tok 2 hyz ever again!!! unless he doez not appologyze...

Up Up N Away!!!

ouhk3... i reli had 2 post diz up asap... i'm totalie not hapi bout diz...

diz iz blardinglie dedicated to anonymous... ouhk herez e deal... hu eva u r... b it fren or foe, i hate e wae wadeva u sae... n wen i'm not hapi, here i post it up... well weather u lyke it or not itz ur damn pasal... i cnt care less... n u were being childish urself... az u blardinglie did not place ur name dere... huz being childish now??? if u wanna kol otherz childish, plz mirror urself 1st kay??? if u don lyke MY babblez, u cn jolly well FARK OFF!!! u hve no rytez wadsoever 2 sae anitin... u wan sumore??? pluz if u tink ur much more superior den me, den better own urself up... self proclaimer damn u!!! i hate ppl hu cnt accept e fact den still wanna show attitude... come on man... i noe how 2 judge ppl... been thru dat... been dere done dat!!! I HATE PPL HU R CHILDISH IN A SENSE DAT DEY DO NOT NOE HOW TO PLACE THEIR NAME EACH TYME DEY WANNA TAG ON MY TAGBOARD!!! CHILDISH ARSE-HOLE!!!

ouhk enuf of dat... since we had no study hour, i went straight home... but den, i 4got dat 2dae i hve 2 go out n buy sum stuffz... pluz (b4 i 4get) HAPI 19th BURFDAE KAK AIL!!! MAY GOD BLESS U N HVE WADEVA U WAN 2DAE!!! hahakz... all my well wishes 2 u... den kn, az i almost 4got bout kak ailz burfdae, i went out again 2 grab her a gift... but i cnt find 1... dat she needz luh... az she can get anitin herself... except 4 1 n i wud not tell ani1... itz between e 2 of uz katekn... i wen all over... but found nothing... haiya... i hve a chem test tom... which i sure fail... i hate mole concept luh sheyh!!! den juz now nyer ss paper waz damn crap luh sheyh!!! i juz did'nt noe wad 2 write of... i'm gonna fail dat paper... bohooo... den azizan n jian hui went home... both of dem iz caused by their leg luh of course... den dey went home... i sent azizan 2 e sick bay... den kn, syaidi got sick after running... sooo damn scary... he waz perpiring lyke hell u noe... itz v scary luh sheyh!!! so he told me 2 go n help hym kol mr tan... den lut yg tolong dier... haha...

den kn, i did not get 2 go out wif aqillah 2dae... bohoo... but nvm.. we mit next week den...

ouhk luh... i tink i'm done... i hve a chem paper 2 study... a malay paper 2 do... n sum other more luh uh 2 do... unspeakable uh... hahakz... till den...

Newz

well, ouhk ppl.... i'm damn fustrated now... of many2 tingz...

firstlie, i posting to tell aniqah of wad she said on thursdae so out loud to jamilah... itz az quoted 'THANKZ 2 HER, NOW ME N LUKMAN FIGHT'... well done aniqah... UR BLARDINGLIE WELCOME!!!!.... hapi now??? it waz sincere... az u said ur thankz i sae my welcum... logic ryte??? lyke duh it iz... n if u get to read iz aniqah... i hve nothing 2 do wif lukman animore... well hyz avoiding me n i do not care animore... so wadeva e tink dat happend, i tink either hyz making up storiez or itz u luh... between u 2 jek uh... n i dun gyve a farking damn shit bout it...

n so, e 2nd ting i'm pissed of it e tot of it me being e middle person in our frenship... wth ppl... well azizan... i reli hope dat u reli keep ur wordz n all uh... i dun wan uz 2 fight or anitin lyke dat juz bcoz i juz restored my frenship wif aqillah n all tau... well if now ur on myne n aqillahz side, u shud help me persuade both nadiah n nor in2 diz hal... i wan uz all 2 4gyve n 4get... i hve much on my plate n i dun wanna add animore 2 it u noe u guyz??? i reli hope u do... we all now y nor cnt 4gyve her n we all noe y nadiah cnt accept e fact... but u guyz... WE R FRENZ!!! N FRENZ R 4EVA 2 KIP!!! plz luh u all... do me juz diz 1 favour... u all r my frenz... n if dere iz another fight, i'm staying out of it... u may kick my ass or wadeva u wanna do... but i'm still gonna b frenz wif both sidez... itz juz another utter misunderstanding luh u ppl... ouhk??? n aqillah, sori i did not tell u dat diz bisness iz not over n done yet... gyve it sum more tyme yeah??? thnx...

n thirdlie, well i do not noe how 2 put diz but, i tink i reli m gonna suffocate n die soon if no1 tell me wad e hell iz going on... ouhk... i waz hurt n all by hyz word... but i dun qyte care much... itz juz a simple phrase ani1 can recite at ani moment of their lyfe... but cnt do i... juz get off my case alryte??? we wud not fight again if u DO NOT SHOW UR EFFING FACE NEAR ME!!! get it... u read diz or not i dun care... wad i noe iz dat i've made mydelf v clear diz tyme... no mean utter no... datz my rule 4 me... i live by rulez n neva wud i break dem... unles itz not necessary luh... luke duh...

well i tink i'm done... not much 2 sae... but if u guyz hve a qn or so... juz tag or msg me... i'll answer... juz as so i dun mind.... pluz wadeva probz u wanna share wif me go ahead... i'll b dere 2 listen 2 all ur ramblez...

P.S : dat basterd wud suffer a humilating defeat in diz game...

Babblez

well... hey hey hey ya all....
ouhk here i m updating luh....

ouhk... me n AQILLAH DH OUK PPL!!!! OMG!!!! i m soooo damn glad our misunderstanding iz now over!!!! OMGOMGOMG!!!! i cnt sae much... i'm juz too glad dat we r now fine out n about luh.... but gladlie, me n aqillah juz got off e phone 4m speaking 2 each other!!!! we got updatez n wad notz 4m each other luh... now another damn burden left my chest... hahakz... juz simply glad dat we r now soooo fyne luh... but how i wish dat we wud be able 2 mit each other again n chit chat n HIT HER BUTT ESPECIALLY!!!! hahakz... i miss doing dat 2 u babe... hehekz... n so, we chatted bout certain stuffz... den we exchange url n all luh... den we oso did wad waz necessary luh... u now appologyzing n all... well i feel great dat we r no longer holding gruge against one another.... evendoe skul n place set uz apart... n az promised 2 aqillah... i m gonna tell e other 3 of dem bout diz luh... i tink derez no point in not telling dem bcoz tingz cn get settled if onli u gyve sum tyme n breath on it luh.... take it diz wae so as not to hurt urself of kill urself softlie uh... n to tell diz all 2 e rest of e gang iz a lil difficult i tink... i dunoe if dey wud accept e fact n all... n i m afraid dat sumhow or sumwad dey suddenlie turn their backz on me... i dun ever tink dat i cn ever face dem all after dat... ouhk2... reality check...

no1: azizan: i tink she wud sumhow ask much2 questionz 2 me on how it happen... y muz it happen now not earlier n all luh... az usual... NORA katekn...

no2: nadiah: well...she most lykelie wud take it az another story telling... sleep on it den face it e next dae uh... hahakz... lyke usual luh...

no3: nor: i tink she wud not accept e fact uh... i wud try my v bez 2 convince her evendoe i noe dat she wud sumhow not 4gyve her uh... i'll tyr my v bez uh... promise!!!

n sooo, 2dae after d&t study hour, i went straight home... got bored on comp n started typing until dere came aqillah nyer msg... n sooo, after dat we chatted on e phone...

but i'm still tryin 2 figure out wad made zulkhalif suddenlie sooo damn pissed n angry at me... i juz tink dat all doze fark up shitz in ite iz making hym lyke diz uh... damn i hate diz... ouhk fyne den... 4get it... i'll juz continue if i hve e tyme nxt tyme luh ouhk???

e Story...

hey hey hey ya all....
since many ppl r pestering me 2 update,well here i am updating luh...

n sooo,last tuesdae i had sportz dae.... i came in 6th 4 e 400 m run luh... haha... i actuallie did not wan 2 run... but den again, itz my last year in damai kn??? so juz join jek luh... i took over anotherz person nyer place uh... i shud have not told nadiah dat 25th of evri month iz my bad luck dae... n soooo, we broke up exactlie on dat nyte luh... i feel lyke crashing all over again luh sheyh!!! sheesh... i oso tink dat i sumhow will learn gow 2 do all diz simple stuffz lyke getting over hym luh... n again...i'm soooo sick of break upz... i wanna a golden boifren... can u help me find??? hehe... soundz stupid... but indeed i m in need of a replacement.... qyte tough pluz difficult to actuallie get 1... but nvm... i still do wanna keep 2 my old poem...

I AM JUST LYKE A FLOWER WHO'S WAITING PATIENTLY FOR A BUTTERFLY TO LAND ON ME N TAKE ALL MY NECTAR....

cnt believe dat i wrote dat man!!!! hahakz... i m soberish luh... juz cnt help it...

n so, on thursdae i fell sick after going out wif kak ail... i ate too much i tink... bcoz e next dae i went to the doctor n she told me dat i had GASTRIC FLU!!!! cn u believe it??? it iz due to over eating n STRESS!!!! i neva had dat in my whole entire lyfe u noe???? man... i'm delibratelie shocked... hahakz... i waz give \n many2 tabletz... 1 of it iz magnisium trisil... haha... i did neva noe dat magnisium cn b taken in... hehekz...

den 2dae, iwent out wif nor to bedok... well, 2daez april foolz dae... wad do u expect ryte??? hehekz... i dun believe in diz dae uh... datz all dat i've gotta sae on diz date... n continue.... at bedok we went arnd n arnd shengsong... bought gule2... den went to e abc shop... bought my nyam2 n gul2 again... den we went home... but den in skul, u noe.... mr lee make uz stay bck 4 a while juz bcoz of our lining up waz not proper az in sitting during e assembly luh... mepek kn??? we've been doing diz 4 sooooo many 2 tymez luh.... gosh... datz freaking lame... i dun use dat word but it actz az a subsitute in my lyfe luh....

dh luh.... penat uh... i wanna go n get my rest.... chiowz ya all... n do tag if u wanna tell me sumtin or another luh...