well...hey hey hey ya all...
well my resultz waz all bullshitz lh...well, eventho i did pass n went on to next year secondary 5, my resultz was so not satisfying...i just could not do an even better one...i am very damn dissapointed ...it never occured to me that i did not do well...n furthur more i should have done better...really i am dissapointed...i just broke down when my daddy told me that i did not do my very best...he expected more from me...n so what can i ever do? i could not rewind my past right? n i realise that it was fully my fault...i do regret my past doings...what did i expet right??
another sad part is that, my best babe did not do well...n she did not got through next year...and so she is going ITE...i am very dissapointed in that part...seriously i tought that i was the one who would go ITE or something like that...but it turned out differently..
but babe if u are reading this,and so all of you who did not make it, remember that whatever they say about you, do not care about them...it is your future not theirs right?so do not give up and seek complete happyness in yourlife...just remember i am there for you n so is god...n i make sure that all of us do not go to the wrong path that i had choosen a few years ago...do not make the same mistake as i did...babe all the best in your next journey ouhk??
the best part was that i passed all my 7 subjects wif grade 4 and above!!! OMG!!! i am soooo happy in that part...best of all, i passed maths and science!!! yet i was not proud of my language that is english and malay...i really did badly this time...i did not expect such a shit result for it...i really did screw it this time...i am sooooo not happy in that part...
n i sent the green form just now with nadiah..and then, we went over to nadiahs house and played with her kitty...haha...she is very the cute lah!!! i was so jelous n fond of her kitty lh...its colour is sooooo nice cute lah...hehhee...best part was that the kitty did a jump-off-my-hand-and-onto-the-floor-with-a-huge-thud-and-on-my-back thing...haha...after that it limped...naughty2 kitty...after that it scratched all the stuffz t seez...pluz the best was that it smelled my bag and went in it...haha..then also,she drank my coke!!! haha...from the cup nadiahs mummie gave me...hehekz...such a naughty gurl...
went off after nadiah got her money n after she did her stuffz...then we meet up with azizan and played hide and seek with her...haha...very the fanih!!! after that,we went off to eat at macdonalds...n we had much laughts and all...we went off to fair price n choose things for our so called house...haha...just a figment...but i really2 hate it when they made fun of me...they are relly cruel people..cruela n company...haha...after what, we went our seperate ways...
so let me end it here...i enjoyed today but am dissapointed that ellah was soooo not able to make it due to her being overseas...and i would live my life with no regrets...i promise myself!!!help me keep this promise ouhk my ppl???
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