U!! Sick Dere Up In Ur Brain...

ouhk... not in total gud mood ryte now...
i've been overlie excessivelie eating... n yeah... i ate lyke soooo many packetz of switz... chocoz... n cookies... dat i got diz bad sore throat all thnx 2 diz foodz luh... i tink i'm getting fatter uh... i've gained lyke 2 kg in e past month or so... yeah.. mad i noe... i tink dat diz actz az a warning of me getting depressed.. worked up... farked up... stressed... over persuative... hyper active... n so on n so forth.. yeah2.. wadeva...i'm criuzlie insane... all due 2 gud work of dat particular hym... n so, my o lvl malay.. IZ DIZ CUMMIN MONDAY!!! whoa.. i'm damn nervous... i'll neva achieve an A u noe?? mayb onli a B i guess... i waz neva a top malay pupil in e 1st place... itz totallie physco... i m onli good in peribahasa n oso bahagian C... ouhk... damn... i'm not good at writtin letterz n compo in malay ppl... i got off malay all thankz 2 nadiah... hu improves my english 4 me... but my malay decreased dae by dae u noe?? yeah damn...

n diz part, itz all bout dat particular hym... ouhk.. i've officiallie discussed wif 2 of hyz fren dat 1 iz oso my fren luh.. told dem e story... n also got snucked up in tearz... ouhk fyne... i'm not stable latelie... wif it all crumbling down after me... wad not?? den, i tried my v best 2 make dem help me... i do not wanna b stuck wif hym 4 e rest of my lyfe ppl!!! n yeah i m ashamed of myself 4 layan kan wadeva he said... yeah2.. call me stupid wadeva... i'm not interested 2 noe... n oso, dey vow 2 me 2 help me get az much info az possible pluz 2 help me by being on my side wen trouble cumz... i reli appreciate wad u 2 r doing 4 me tho... thankz... n yeah i waz criuz wen i told dem i totallie did not wan 2 do DAT!!! n yeah... i tink ur suggestion waz gud... 2 make hym suffer.. feel how it waz lyke wen it cumz 2 hurting e other... i reli2 nid 2 b harsh diz tyme... n oso, own up 2 hym dat i'm attached oredie.. pluz, i tink kn, dat iz a gud idea... nif he duz not believe, i'm gonna open a new topic... lyke telling hym hu e hell waz dat other gurl u neva mention 2 me... yeah i noe... BITCH... well i admit i am 1 ryte?? n yeah my defination of bitch iz a lil different 4m most of u... not if ur my besties... u noe e real meaning bhind dat word... n we, call each other bitch ryte?? hahakz... n bck 2 e topic... i'm not gyvi in diz tyme... i'm gonna stand up n crush hym dead all over again... itz ouk 2 lost a lahabau rather den wad i uphold all diz while ryte??? hahakz...
ouhk2 i'm done here... till next tyme...

wow..gorgeous..

hehe... hey hey hey ya all... itz been a long tyme since i posted up tingz uh... miss doing sooo often man... n yeah below iz e pics wen me nad n zizi want out... sori u guyz 4 e super late post up... grab it all here ouhk??? thnx....
ouhk.. e shades babez?? yeah.. well we both luv shades n e scenery waz supposed 2 b sentosa at e bck luh sheyh... but sadlie, i covered up it wif my head...
i luv e background ppl!!! me n azizan took e pic b4 we went down in2 e water!!! n hell... waz it fun.. hahakz...

me n zizan at e mrt station b4 nadiah vame n b4 we took off... hahakz...
nad after arriving dere wif her hair all messed up n not wearing specs.. cool huh?? nora n den.... ME...
ouhk... diz waz taken lyke by nora... her aiming waz qyte bad luh sheyh.. she onli shot a lil of her face n me n nad were in full... i luv diz place...
me n nora... i juz luv 2 sentosa but sadlie, itz under renovation uh... so, we did not get 2 c e full sentosa luh...
n i wanted 2 word sentosa luh.. but tk dpt kn?? bot e bridge iz dere... so iz e monorail... so it e cable car pe??? so no worriez...

in e mrt we took our reflection... i luv posing wif her... but den kn, i waz not sure y suddenlie nadiah did not waz 2 take pic wif uz... but... fark it...
me n nora nyer reflection... at outram mrt station b4 e train arrives 2 pasir riz...
diz 1 gg tok it 4 me... sori bout e bra strap... tk prasan uh.. n u c a hand at e right corner?? yeah... it belongz 2 nadiah aljoint!!! n diz waz takrn at harbour front mrt station b4 we took e train 2 outram...
ouhk... doz diz cookie lookz delicious 2 u??? yeah... waz baked by my sister hilly...itz cornflakes cookies...

hahahaha.... nora iz a dinosaur wif lotz of imagination... n wen she fartz u beta run coz shez a huge obession... hahaha... she luvs barney too...
n all diz below pics r all of at e vivo luh... i juz snap it 4 fun n laughter peace n joy...
c wad i'm pointing 2??? yeah... it lyke fell uh... not in proper shape...

hahahaha... nora!!!!

n datz all 4 e pics part... n i most memoriable thing waz e went up e elavator n down e escalator... our secret joke ryte u guyz??? ahakz... meant 2 b kept quiet...

ouhk...ever since i apologyze 2 hym, we r lyke fyne ryte now... n yeah i tink i went overboard uh... but it doz not matter waz not known duz not hurt ani1 ryte??? me n hym r lyke husband n wife u noe??? 24/7 msg.... den msg ade yg bkn2 luh... ade yg if u c, u'll bury me alive man... hahakz... but fark it... i decided 2 move on n luv sum1 else... tyme 4 me 2 brush up on my love lyfe ppl... blind dating tyme!!! n more bout it... he called me syg... n while i waz watchin movie, die pon msg...n so, lyn hym jek luh... n we tok dirty ppl... mad yeah i noe... but don interfear in my buisness... i n hym r lyke reli2 in2 making up man... n yeah... we reli2 did it soooo.... hahakz... sumtymez, it juz takes sum tyme 4 uz 2 realise dat we nid 2 do it man... i luv SNOGGING!!!! hahakz... my fav activity of e year... yeah2...

ouhk... i hate diz part... u noe, my fren khairil waz lyke caught playing card at e void deck wif dat hym n sum otherz... n e verdict iz tom... man... diz suckz... but i noe he wud stay strong no matter wad happens!!!

n my resultz r lyke farked up... wen my daddie c e report book, i tink hiz gonna kill me man... wow... damn... we had lyke intensive malay 2 prepare uz 4 our monday o lvl malay paper... wow... damn... itz lyke a total disaster... woooooo..... i'm lyke hating diz all 4 all i care!!!

n e bad newz iz dat, i took off my 2nd piercing... u wanna noe wad happen??? well, it bled lyke fark man.. u shud hve seen it... it waz all over me... on my pillow... bed... my clothe... n i waz lyke sooo scarie luh sheyh... i made a hard decision 2 close it... e blood shook me off...no other choice...

i have lyke d&t during e 1st 2 weekz of june holz... lyke usual... 8a.m to 5p.m... mcm keje ekh g2??? hahakz... den, i oso hve extended programme 4 lyke a week... man wad a disaster luh... n i'm working after dat... in criuz need of cash uh... well, understang it...

n yay!!!! DAVID COOK WON AMERICAN IDOL BABEZ!!! haahaha... hu eva support david a, tooooo bad... hahaha...

n i alreadie feel lyke i'm in a total rush 2 c hym... snog hym n also do wadeva i wan... but also, i wish tom we got uyh campaign luh sheth... i luv dat part of my lyfe most... hahakz... n oso, i wan much more den wad i hve... hehekz... counting down e daez of my burfdae... itz lyke in 15 daez tyme, i'm turning 17!!! ppl... hahakz... ouhk2... enuf... i'm tied luh sheyh... next tyme jek lu uh??? a long post dat waz... hahakz... i luv diz... chiowz!!! till den all of u...

Madness iz wad i demonstrate..

ouhk... i'm on lala land... wanna join anibody?? but my mid yrz r here... n i m enjoyin evri bit of it cause lyke duh!!! I'M GONNA FAIL MOST OF IT LUH UH??? katekn org pandai kn?? n well, yeah.. i've been in no mood den i blardie gud mood... damn odd.. but hu carez... i'm still exceptionallie me pe kn??

ouhk2... i wanna tell e whole world e gud newz... ouh gawd... i waz lyke wanna tell since dat dae... ouhk herez e story... at 1st kn me n zul gadoh tau... den az tyme went pass, i felt diz huge damn burden dat i reli2 nid 2 get it off my shoulderz uh... n so, i msg hym n apologyze n all... den he replyed ppl!!!! ouh wow... gawd... n den wen he replied, he told me it waz ouhk dat i said it all.. well, wad waz i 2 do?? i m a bitch.. cnt help being sacarstic n straight forward pe?? a born bitch kate kn kn?? n so, i waz lyke damn excited luh he n me r lyke fyne n mcm biase luh uh?? sumtymez, i juz wish he waz alwaez myne u noe?? az in evriwhere aniwhere n evrithing me in hym u noe?? ouh man.. dere i m again... in n den out.. haiya... but hu carez.. my lyfe.. i take control of it.. so otherz hu bug, wud die a rotting cropse.. den kn, we msg2 lyke 4....... 4 hourz lyke dat?? ouh yeah... i noe... dat madness dat wad i demonstrated... haha.. yeah.. freak me outta it... ouhk enuf..

den kn, paperz diz daez r lyke sucking my breath n blood out man... gawd i totallie did not expect those paperz 2 b sooo damn difficult luh sheyh!!! but hu carez again kn? damn my gradez iz my problem...

n yeah,.... i still hate dat BLACK WHORE!!!!

latelie my behaviour....

ouhk2... herez e ting... i've been actin strange latelie uh noe?? hah... hu cares kn??? my behaviour not ani1s else kn?? pe??

on tuesdae, i had my practical exam... n yeah it sucked... especiallie wen it cumz 2 e physics luh uh?? gawd i totallie messed it up!!! i juz had 2 do so.. haiya... i hate doing physics practical evendoe it fun luh.. but obviouslie, i wud fail dat physics practical paper uh... i can do e theory paper but not e practical luh sheyh... i'm mad lost dumb n total freking e hair off my handz luh sheyh.. hahakz... den e chemistry i waz able 2 do... so yeah i waz fyne wif e chemistry... i did it too e full extent dat i can eva do luh.. glad dat i can do it... hahakz... but wen it cumz 2 e theory paper, i sucked lyfe fark ppl!!! hah... not dat suckie.. but a juz pass or above average onli uh... sad sob2... but hu carez??? neva e less.. itz all over kn?? wadz done iz done... n can neva b undone jek luh uh??

n den i met babe on wednesdae... i went home 1st.. eat, change, bath n put on sum light make-up... den met babe at pasir riz... den we went popular... bought her stuffz den we went 2 e fairprice ntuc pat basement... den we went in i told her tipz bout b4 during n after u work out uh... yeah i noe itz lame.. but i luv gyvin ppl advises uh... i tink itz a normal ting.. but hu carez.. n yeah boyfren... thnx sooo damn much 4 counting all my irritaiting factorz sampai 13 ekh boyfren... maseh bnyk2... benci kau.. i'll list all doze irritaiting factorz soon kay?? hahakz... den we want 2 crik mkn... so we went 2 e 7 eleven... den in e 7 eleven.... dere waz diz cute boi... hehekz... he waz sooo cute 2 me luh... but 2 babe?? i donue luh... tk sure bout her.. den we walked down alle wae 2 lyke 3 to 4 buztopz down 2 where she can take 21 luh uh.. oso we bought bubble teaz n we ate our food 4m 7 eleven while walking... we walk pat e fishing pond n dere e story of herz n mine were told... unspeakable luh...tok2 a lil more... den wen her buz smpi, she boarded it n so i went home 4m dere... so dat dae waz fullie spent wif e real true MAZIAH!! glad..

n so yesterdae, went to work out in e afternoon... n damn 1st tyme tk dpt cramps luh sheyh!!! hahakz... i ran do sum sit upz n push upz n all.. damn glad i waz able 2 do so.. n i'm sad dat liverpool did not make it... bohooo.. i alwaez wanted liverpool 2 do it... but nvm... U'LL NEVA WALK ALONE!!! hahakz...pluz went 2 court 4 a while...

den 2dae paper waza horrific incident... man... i waz totallie shocked n worried lyke hell u noe??? i waz kinda hard 4 history.. but fine 4 english... bt i'm not confident of getting at least an A1.. i don tink so 2 diz tyme... so fark it.. it waz long over.. i don care of e past...

n yeah my behaviour latelie hve been changing... yeah i'm sick of it... i kip on twisting n turning my word n all.. yeah thnx much arse.. itz all ur fault... if u did not leave me in dat desperate state, i'll still b a swit pure gurl i waz... ur damn farking fault... juz my farking tart luck luh.. damn.. i cant qyte handle my emotionz n anger n sobness n all doze... hard az it iz... i sill don qyte understand myself... sumtymez itz her sumtymez it her den sumtymez itz her den itz me!! gawd... WTF??? n if u don understand nvm... dere r ppl out dere lyke me such az my sibblingz... e other ppl hu knowz bout e real me iz my babez... 2 of dem... n lyke duh my sisterz luh... hu else kn?? but it hurtz wen i had 2 change 4m one 2 another.... hurting ppl iz all she noez... wad bout my feelingz??? damn u... how waz i 2 noe.. n wen i had a huge fight wif dat person hu i shall neva n wud neva sae hyz name totalie waz'nt me... thnz aqillah 4 understanding me.. i totallie did not c u dere u noe??? sori... pluz tonz of truckz lotz sori 2 derick hu i accidentallie barked it... hope appology waz accepted...

ouhk i fell tonz of shit now... i wan 2 go n hve my rest uh... done n all..
P.S: don eva ask me bout my last paragraph... i do not even noe it well myself... hate dat i waz dumb sumhow...