Party!!!

Hey hey hey ya all...
kay diz iz a short pose wif lotza pics...
we ate pizzas,doughtnut,mee siam goreng,fruitz.ice cream,switz n lotza more...
i grew fat...
we did sum yoga which ended up in shitz...
pluz bez part waz e gift exchange...i got 4m both ellah babe n gg babe....
den we watch dead silence again...den sang n dance 2 spice gurlz songz...v tiring...
we den had a chit chat session dat we told wad e backstabberz said...hahakz...
den done...

top me n ellah after me habis letak make up on her...
same az top...
same but v blury thnx 2 aqillahz proness...
e 1 after we watch dead silence...

while i was eating ice cream,aqillah itch handz snap diz pic...
diz 1 too...while i was msgin sum1...
our pillow fight dat end up in sweatz...
aqillah stealing azizan away 4m me...dey eatin doughtnut dat i bought....
a blur pic thnx 2 aqillah cleverness...

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2nd Part Of My Resultz...

well...hey hey hey ya all...

well my resultz waz all bullshitz lh...well, eventho i did pass n went on to next year secondary 5, my resultz was so not satisfying...i just could not do an even better one...i am very damn dissapointed ...it never occured to me that i did not do well...n furthur more i should have done better...really i am dissapointed...i just broke down when my daddy told me that i did not do my very best...he expected more from me...n so what can i ever do? i could not rewind my past right? n i realise that it was fully my fault...i do regret my past doings...what did i expet right??

another sad part is that, my best babe did not do well...n she did not got through next year...and so she is going ITE...i am very dissapointed in that part...seriously i tought that i was the one who would go ITE or something like that...but it turned out differently..
but babe if u are reading this,and so all of you who did not make it, remember that whatever they say about you, do not care about them...it is your future not theirs right?so do not give up and seek complete happyness in yourlife...just remember i am there for you n so is god...n i make sure that all of us do not go to the wrong path that i had choosen a few years ago...do not make the same mistake as i did...babe all the best in your next journey ouhk??

the best part was that i passed all my 7 subjects wif grade 4 and above!!! OMG!!! i am soooo happy in that part...best of all, i passed maths and science!!! yet i was not proud of my language that is english and malay...i really did badly this time...i did not expect such a shit result for it...i really did screw it this time...i am sooooo not happy in that part...

n i sent the green form just now with nadiah..and then, we went over to nadiahs house and played with her kitty...haha...she is very the cute lah!!! i was so jelous n fond of her kitty lh...its colour is sooooo nice cute lah...hehhee...best part was that the kitty did a jump-off-my-hand-and-onto-the-floor-with-a-huge-thud-and-on-my-back thing...haha...after that it limped...naughty2 kitty...after that it scratched all the stuffz t seez...pluz the best was that it smelled my bag and went in it...haha..then also,she drank my coke!!! haha...from the cup nadiahs mummie gave me...hehekz...such a naughty gurl...

went off after nadiah got her money n after she did her stuffz...then we meet up with azizan and played hide and seek with her...haha...very the fanih!!! after that,we went off to eat at macdonalds...n we had much laughts and all...we went off to fair price n choose things for our so called house...haha...just a figment...but i really2 hate it when they made fun of me...they are relly cruel people..cruela n company...haha...after what, we went our seperate ways...

so let me end it here...i enjoyed today but am dissapointed that ellah was soooo not able to make it due to her being overseas...and i would live my life with no regrets...i promise myself!!!help me keep this promise ouhk my ppl???

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the resultz part 1..

well...hey hey hey ya all...
ouhk i posted cause e resultz wud b out on 18th december at 2p.m n den kn,i tink i might die...my dadie nayb following me 2 get my resultz...n dat iz soooooo killing me man...ouh no! gawd y muz diz b diz wae huh??? i am gonna die...wad if i dun get 2 go sec 5 next year??? ouh no...wad 2 do man...i'm sooooo pizzed wif ppl gonna ask me bout my resultz...den e next few dae kn hari raye haji??? so,i'm soooo dead....if u do not c me animore u noe lh ekh wad happen 2 me...
but worst part i got my another resultz...my gawd itz negative!!!! damn it...i sooooo wish 4 me not 2 cry...but itz true...onli my real frenz noe wad e resultz iz...damn it uh...wad e hell....i regret not listenin 2 u amir...now i'm sooooo regrettin everi single ting man!!! i am soooo sori 4 myself....might sound stupid 2 u lh...but diz tyme i reli shud hve listen 2 hym n oso 2 e other side of me....i alwaez take tingz 2 my damn advantage lh sheyh...damn it...

i've gotta move on...n sooooo.... i'm off 2 my bed again...i'm feelin sick again n again n again...i'm half wae dead...

n i'm goin overseaz again!!! diz tyme 4 lyke 2 to 4 daez uh...b bck latest by e mornin of e results uh...den nxt few daez,off 2 jammin again!!!! yay! i'm sooooo excited...hehekz...n soooo....i'm gone!!!

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disasteriouz fun!!!

we...ouhk...hey hey hey ya all...
n so...herez another 1 episodez pf lil miz orange zia basher lh...n so...once again,shez panicking over e n lvls resultz man!!! ouh gawd...i sooooo dunwan 2 c my resultz lh sheyh!!! i juz dunoe y lh...i tink i'm under sum type of phobia uh...after e damn regret of psle...if i juz did'nt gyve up durin psle,i shud hve been in express n takin my o'z now man...wad e bla! k fyne...u noe,dat dae i confront AFRAH u noe!!!n den she deleted off e ting...she so e takot uh org nmpk...n lyke duh,shez soooo tk berani 2 show it 2 e whole world n at e same tyme,she iz sooooo scared 2 confront me bck...heh...wad a damn coward...

n sooo,2dae we went jammin n u noe hu lh...e we...n sooo...we did our own song az usual...n yeap...it waz amn tyrin 2 conduct it urself especiallie wen u noe dat u had neva did dat song man...bt it turned out ouhk uh...not too bad..but my beatz r 2 fast n e song iz 2 b slow...haiya...i'm soooo used 2 fast beatz bcoz i'm practizin on another song dat iz fast beated uh...datz e worst part uh...but idamn enjoyed it wif e 2 of dem uh...haha...

den after jammin,i left my ring n bracellet pat sane den nk kene patah balik n take it uh...ouh walau...den went of 2 raffles city shoppin centre n go n get e perliniz silver nye ting uh...ate sum crispz...den i ate sumore n sumore...lyke duh..i luv eatin...wad cn i do ryte??? haha...n we spotted soooooo many cute n hot guyz...all eurasianz lh...haha...den we oso saw an albino pat dlm mrt...n i sooooo wanted 2 look at hyz eyez but den kn,die tdo n i dun get 2 c lh...den wen i want 2 go down,he opened hyz eyez 2 read hyz msg lh...den kn,lyke he noe lyke dat i wan 2 c hyz eyez n he dizallow it..haha...me n my imagination lh...haha...dh lh...i'm off 2 eat...

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bck 4m holz pic!!!

well....hey hey hey ya all!!!!
itz gud 2 b bck 4m a dreadin n tirin journey!!! haiya...den kn i spend many nightz at many placez u noe!!! haha...
1stlie,i went 2 makz house...den after dat we shoot 2 kl...at kl singgah dere 4 a dae...went shopping....bought a few stuffz lh...obviouslie!!!!...den i eat n eat n eat u noe!!!! go off meanz eatin tyme...haha...den e next dae,went off 2 pork pigson(port dickson lh!!!)..den the next dae i brtolak 2 sawadikap lh....dere i bought shades,lighter 4 sum1 n sum make upz n lotionz n food n clothez n bagz n pouch n many2 more!!! haha...tk trkate lh sheyh!!! haha...den bawah r sum pics at pork pigson n so an lh...

diz pic iz at porkpigson beach...lawa kn??? my hotel pat belakang uh...haha...tk take pic uh sori!!!
u c how scalm n beautiful man....den kn,e water iz so nice...at pantai ryte???wad u expect???haha...
the sunset...lawa kan??? i took it so that i am able 2 rmbr it 4 lyfe lh!!!
4 memorie lh...haha....
b4 i went 2 kl...take pic wif syuy uh...haha...no work!!!

off 4 holidae

ouhk...hey hey hey ya all...
i'm gonna go off 4 holidae u noe!!! huhu...i'm sooooooo NOT excited lh sheyh....u wan 2 noe y???bcoz holidae wif momie meanz shoppin onli n spending lh...no rest no internet no nothin!!!!
haiya...i'm still packin my tingz...i hvnt pack it at all...bcoz i dunoe wad clothez 2 bring bcoz i take allot of tyme 2 dress up...n i'm cuttin my hair mayb dere uh...haha...k lh i wan 2 go n get readie...i'm goin off at 2 p.m....so i reli2 nid slip n all....so nvm if u dun understand uh???
i'm reli sori 4 not informin u guyz earlier...it waz a last min go off uh...she told me a few daez ago u noe!!! haiya...chiowz all ma babe...till den...

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