e worries...

ouhk herez e deal... beeing thru much latelie... dere r 2 partz 2 diz cite which involves 2 different ppl...

n heres e 1st 1...
after mittin sum1, i had an emergenency call 4m 1 of my dearest kakak... she told me 2 mit her near my house dere... n so i said ouh az usual luh... i don mind sparing sum tyme 4 otherz... den wen e news came in2 my earz after sumtyme, den it registers in2 my brains... i juz did not noe y i cnt accept it... well... i shud sae e problem but not e persons name...(akak if u r reading diz, i m sori... i had 2 post diz up 4 ur well being sake...) actallie, she told me she waz expecting... waz supposed 2 b gud newz but not wen ur not married ryte??? so i waz too shocked dat i did not noe wad 2 do n sae n act... i jus suggested 2 her dat itz bez if she tell her parentz... but choose e ryte tyming luh... matb after dinner??? she wanted 2 run away 4m home... shez 20 diz year... old enuf 2 tink... so i asked her if e so called father of diz child noez bout it... den she said no... so i went to teman her 2 mit hym... wen he arrived, i left... i did not want to noe ani other details unless needed... she msg me in e morn n told me dat e guy wud take responsibility n wud marry her... i hope itz real...

den e 2nd part...
u wanna noe sumtin??? itz been 5 yearz since i saw ani of my guy frenz cry... n i came 2 hyz aid... bcoz at 1st mmng i had 2 mit hym 2 pass hym bck hyz stuffz... well, he waz an ex... n wen he met me,he did not look 2 gud... so i asked... hyz eyez suddenlie bcame waterie... i told hym itz ouhk 2 cry... i wud not laugh... ppl r meant 2 hve emotions... feelingz... so itz normal 2 me... he explained 2 me in dat sobberie state... i huged hym... sumtymes it acts az a medicine... i find it hard 2 belief wad he told me... i cnt help but cry 2... it waz 2 heart warming... i had 2 hold hym tyte so dat i do not lost my balance... i wish gawd was not dat harsh on ppl hu eva did a mistake... i don tink i wanna share e cause of hym cryin... bcoz if i type it, i 2 wud cry... man... diz hurtz 2 c yet feel...

i juz don hve e mood diz daez... my musle tore den im overeating again... so diz waz e reason bhind my behaviour latelie... i reli wish dat sumhow gawd wud lead n show den both e wae...

to dat, i tank u all 4 e support ani wae or e other in helping me solve both matterz evendoe it wud stay in our heartz 4eva...